posted June 14, 2013 04:56 PM            

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posted June 22, 2013 06:55 AM            

I think I could give you the info about this clearly because I have natal saturn conjunct AC/Sun and saturn square moon but now I'm willing to reply it because the t-jupiter trine my mercury...lol

3 years ago , I had my saturn return ..in first and to its origin . This was a tough time for me , I've been through worst than this bevor but this time is second worst. It's the time that I try to do evetything perfectly eventhough I didn't see any light shining . To tell you briefly what's going on.. my partner 's gone bankrupcy , goverment took everythings from him , he was totally depend on me . Life was so hard but we stayed together ,we had to look every penny we spent plus paid for goverment charge us. At that time , I must try realky hard to continue on my daily basis work ,if I'm alone it'd be ok but with him it's really devastating. We were in misserable for almost 3 years until he find a job and it's unbelievable that the next chapter is totally differences..like a roller-coaster . He 's always said , god maybe test us if we could fit for eachother ? but we fight back with the strainght-forward attitude , so maybe that's the reward , maybe there's a rainbow after the storm waiting for us .

Right now , the saturn is transiting in my 2nd ,I have Mercury / mars conjunct uranus in 2ndH . I don't have any problem about the 2ndH issue jet but I feel more conservative on how I spend the money , also there's always be situation/people testing on my self-confidence which many times I must get a grip and told myself " not to let anyone bring you down" ie. I was insult by my astrology teacher that the 2ndHouse chart like me will never get any accomplish about income /salary /investment and this 's hurt because she 's my favorite teacher and I must bring myself to reality that if she knewvwhat the h_ck I do for living she wouldn't underestimate me . This maybe the example of the saturn transit in 2nd H , it'd bring the negative effect in some part . At this transit , I almost lost all my saving account because I bought a house and change a car .

I have extremely begin my next life -cycle since the saturn return in 1st. Right now I'm wait pateintly that it leave my 2ndH.

posted June 22, 2013 07:08 PM            

ugliest major transits from 2009-2012
tr. pluto square natal venus/MC. venus rules my 5th and 10th houses.
tr. uranus opposite venus/MC
tr. neptune/chiron opposite sun

uranus retrograded back over my MC (exact) the day i left my job. only the best decision i ever made. tr. sun was squaring my moon and tr. venus squared my sun too that day too, pretty much described the last four years lol

- became a punching bag at a job i hated (customer service) by both coworkers and customers. worst boss in the history of bosses. ignorant. idiot.

- creepy men hung around. there is a description @astrologyxfiles.com of transiting pluto square natal venus/10HR that pretty much described what happened. i was astounded at how accurate it was. it said that this aspect is the most likely for someone to be stalked at work. weird, creepy men crossing the line and disrespecting boundaries. that was the problem. it annoys me that that actually happened. the crappiest aspect was accurate. grr

- i became obsessed with love and relationships. i actually wanted to be in love for the verty first time in my life. the frustration i felt so open and willing and the ony guys who hung around were the horrid aforementioned creeps. the only time in my life i felt like being in a relationship but i was attracting all were these a-holes who made me wanna throw up.
i did crush on two guys. one was in a longterm relationship (propensity to flirt quickly went out the window) and the other was a massive douchebag.

yeah basically work sucked ******* (thankyou tr. uranus/pluto on my MC) and anything related to venusian matters was effed up to billy-o (uranus/pluto again).

posted June 22, 2013 07:19 PM            

Though I'd have to go back and look more closely for a by-degree blow by blow.