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posted June 16, 2013 03:50 PM            

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Originally posted by charlie:
You tell me My Saturn sits in 11H opposite Cappy Moon in 5H.

Not sure what this means..

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I want to get behind the eyes of people with it, Charlie. I can give what I think it may feel like, if you want.

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posted June 16, 2013 04:03 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I want to get behind the eyes of people with it, Charlie. I can give what I think it may feel like, if you want.

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posted June 16, 2013 04:10 PM            

You would feel a deep sense that you are not worthy and it would feel as if it extends to the core.

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posted June 16, 2013 04:22 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
This is how I would feel it to be.

You would feel a deep sense that you are not worthy and it would feel as if it extends to the core.

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posted June 16, 2013 05:00 PM            

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Originally posted by charlie:
You tell me My Saturn sits in 11H opposite Cappy Moon in 5H.

Not sure what this means..

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What is the orb, Charlie dear?

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posted June 16, 2013 05:06 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
What is the orb, Charlie dear?

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posted June 16, 2013 05:08 PM            

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Originally posted by ShyVirgo1979:
I have moon square saturn with a 1 degree orb. I am not as skilled at astrology as you are ami but this is my version of what I think it means in my case.

All my life, I've repressed the not so nice things that I feel (moon=emotions and saturn=restrictions). Part of it may be my upbringing. I was not allowed to express any anger or negative emotions growing up esp in high school. So instead of being taught how to properly express emotions, I repressed it any time I was angry with someone or even sadness. Sometimes for reasons I don't understand, I've even made myself be quiet during moments of happiness as well. Hence the reason why I've struggled with depression for over 15 yrs. I've had to learn to allow myself to process my emotions and also verbalize them if there is need. I'm proud to say I've been antidepressent-free for 2 yrs now And they say gemini mooners don't feel things deeply pssh lol Yes we do.

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WOW Thanks for sharing that. That is a wonderful accomplishment about the anti depressants. I had the same kind of childhood. I was afraid of all my emotions, even happy ones

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posted June 16, 2013 05:26 PM            

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Originally posted by charlie:
5 degrees or thereabouts

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posted June 16, 2013 11:17 PM            

Depressing to say the least.

When I was young I felt my emotions very strongly, they felt so intense and seemed to come from a deeper place than any child could understand or comprehend. When I felt anger, it was like a fire burning inside my heart. In order to survive childhood, I switched my emotions off and detached myself to the point where I couldn't feel anything. I felt numb. Repressed, depressed. I read books and listened to music incessantly to escape. I locked myself inside myself.As I entered my teenage years, being reclusive wasn't cutting it anymore so I tried to make connections to people. In doing so, I had some success but my insecurities and negative thinking took over and I cut myself off from everyone.. to wallow in hollowness again. I walked around with a sinking feeling inside my chest. Recently I have been trying to learn how to feel again and open my heart. It's been hard having to deal with a lot of things that have been deeply buried but I know this has to happen for me to heal. I think Im making a lot of progress and it has to do a lot with my recent spiritual awakening (possible also transiting saturn in the 12th which is urging me to make some changes).. I am trying hard to express my other aspects like Sun conjunct jupiter, sun trine neptune/uranus etc.

Honestly I think my future looks bright, although I know there will always be a part of myself that hates itself... but it will be like the fuel that powers me on to transform

The positives: I think moon conjunct gives me some intellect, a natural level-headedness and groundedness. I am mature and responsible. I work very hard. Very logical.

posted June 17, 2013 03:05 PM            

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How do you feel this? Thanks!

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Hello Ami,

i have moon conj saturn in scorpio, and I have always felt very lonely, especially growing up. I always felt like I came to this earth in order to be of service, mostly emotional service to others. That was a heavy burden for a child to carry.
As I´m growing older I have started to free myself from emotional duties (especially to my narcissistic mother and grandmother) and I all of a sudden feel lighter. I still have a huge sense of having a purpose and wanting to be of emotional service to others, but I have learned to do that on my own terms and to do it for people who deserve it and who will give me equal amount of support back.

I did not recieve hugs or affection from my parents, and therefore I have difficulties with those outward expressions of love. I have alienated people with my aversions to hugs. Intimacy simply scares me. But I´m working on it.

I really think this is an aspect that can create problems with trust, intimacy, and paradoxally, even comittment. So it is well worth exploring and healing those wounds if you have this aspect.

Much love to all!

posted June 22, 2013 04:23 PM            

First of all - it is a hard aspect to live with. So a big hug to everyone who has it

I have a mother who was emotionally depressed by herself and could not give emotional support to me. Even the opposite. Her favorite sentence was “Look what your friends can do, you never will be able to do this thing” or something like that. So she was lowering my selfesteem on regular basis. Even if her goal was to wake up some courage to learn and train me harder to achieve more in life. No hugs, no kisses. Very hard character she had, I would say nonsensitive. Till that point that I wanted to run away from home. I think mother left a huge scars in my soul thanks to this conjunction (Moon is also in trine with Chiron). I closed myself up to her and only after 10 years living separate from her I start to understand that she had problems by herself and this was her own strange way to live so – without sharing love.

posted June 23, 2013 07:01 AM            

I have Moon (widely) opposite Saturn.
I'm either clingy and over-emotional (Moon) or I shut off and go cold (Saturn).

It's very hard to find a balance, and the square from Mars/Pluto doesn't help..
When I get emotional, I'm a chaos on legs.

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posted June 23, 2013 07:33 AM            

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posted June 23, 2013 01:45 PM            

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Originally posted by ShyVirgo1979:
I have moon square saturn with a 1 degree orb. I am not as skilled at astrology as you are ami but this is my version of what I think it means in my case.

All my life, I've repressed the not so nice things that I feel (moon=emotions and saturn=restrictions). Part of it may be my upbringing. I was not allowed to express any anger or negative emotions growing up esp in high school. So instead of being taught how to properly express emotions, I repressed it any time I was angry with someone or even sadness. Sometimes for reasons I don't understand, I've even made myself be quiet during moments of happiness as well. Hence the reason why I've struggled with depression for over 15 yrs. I've had to learn to allow myself to process my emotions and also verbalize them if there is need. I'm proud to say I've been antidepressent-free for 2 yrs now And they say gemini mooners don't feel things deeply pssh lol Yes we do.

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