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Topic: If you have Moon square Saturn
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I'm so cappy
Knowflake Posts: 1594
From: Saturn
Registered: Nov 2012
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posted July 04, 2013 07:28 PM
  
Do you often experience a strong tension? If yes, does it tend to appear out of the blue and/or instead other emotions like anger maybe? Do you have the impression your emotions are blunted sometimes?------------------
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LiesLilithsaidtouranus
Knowflake Posts: 269
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Registered: Sep 2011
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posted July 04, 2013 07:43 PM
@I'm so Cappy
Do you have this aspect?
How do you feel about Moon opposite pluto?I feel as these two aspects are very much alike.
Omg, YES!
Every time and anytime I remember something, my emotions turn right into how I felt when I felt them. Also, when I feel something in a current situation, I can't act on them. No matter how strong I feel at the moment I can't take action. Anyone can see the emotions in my face, and all expect me to act on them.
The strange thing is, when no one expects it, I suddenly burst.
I think Moon square Saturn builds up their emotions until suddenly they act on it. It's almost like a critical attack, not the silly stuff someone with Saturn trine moon might have, where they have discipline on their emotions.
I would love to share a story of how my Saturn square Moon reacted in a situation last year.
But I have a question for everyone else with this aspect as well, do you guys experience dealing with others as if you were playing a really intense chess game? IP: Logged |
Geeky
Knowflake Posts: 421
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Registered: Dec 2012
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posted July 04, 2013 07:46 PM
Yes.Sometimes my emotions are so strong, and the receiving party can't handle it, so I literally get pain in my chest. It wells up to my throat and I can't even speak...the frustration causes me to cry. Sob, actually, like a crazy person. But I feel MORE normal than the other person because I personally would rather express myself (even if I look crazy) than bottle it up. I think walls / hiding things / secrets are much worse. I'd rather just be me than try to conform to make everyone else comfortable. But, yes, it's a frustrating aspect. And I often find myself feeling lonely and detached. :/ ------------------
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Geeky
Knowflake Posts: 421
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Registered: Dec 2012
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posted July 04, 2013 07:49 PM
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Originally posted by LiesLilithsaidtouranus:
I think Moon square Saturn builds up their emotions until suddenly they act on it. It's almost like a critical...
I agree, but I am impulsive and I can only bottle for about 48 hours max. I hold back only when I care for the comfort for the other person. Example: I won't go off on my partner while he's at work. IP: Logged |
I'm so cappy
Knowflake Posts: 1594
From: Saturn
Registered: Nov 2012
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posted July 04, 2013 08:08 PM
quote:
Do you have this aspect?
Yes. quote:
How do you feel about Moon opposite pluto?
No idea, I don't have this aspect. quote:
I would love to share a story of how my Saturn square Moon reacted in a situation last year.
Go ahead! quote:
do you guys experience dealing with others as if you were playing a really intense chess game?
Depends on the person.
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I think walls / hiding things / secrets are much worse.
I like my little castle, it's cozy and safe in here and I have a great view from the tower 
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I'm sooo happy! I mean, cappy.
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LiesLilithsaidtouranus
Knowflake Posts: 269
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Registered: Sep 2011
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posted July 04, 2013 09:58 PM
So there was this girl who was always torturing me for about two years. I mean, she was relentless. I hated her with all of my being, still do, never will forgive her. I just... So, anyways...
It got so bad to the point my ex-boyfriend had to get involved. Like, he wasn't having it. But that just made it worse. SHE drifted us apart for a whole summer and the fall.
In my Moon Square Saturn head I was like, you know..It's ok, I can deal without him in my life, because he and I broke up because of the issues with her....And I was thinking in my head, I'm just going to avoid this dumb ***** .
....October/November she begins accusing me of some **** . On the other side, my ex-boyfriend is trying to get me back. I'm not really having it with him, and I'm rolling my eyes at her with her sillyness.
She hits me.
Next thing you know I pull hair out of her head.
She tries to apologize. Me and my boyfriend are back together, at this point(he was surprised about the fight, because I never reacted that way before), he threatens her or something, I'm not sure and she disappears from my life.
The moment after the fight, after I woke up from blacking out from anger and beating her up, I was so calm. I ended up calling my dad, "Daddy, I just got in a fight..." My voice was wavering for a bit, but suddenly I just bottled everything in.
My dad was hilarious, "you hit her back?"
I fought for myself at that moment, didn't hear from her until after me and my ex got back together. Oh dear, Christ.
All of that still burns in my memory. I have never acted out my anger until that moment. I felt all this weight lift off my shoulder, like a Karmic debt was just released.
Want to know the funny thing?
Her sun/Dejanira/saturn is conjunct my Saturn.
Her Ascendant is conjunct my Moon.
Annnd her moon is conjunct my sun/mars. I really hate Aquarius moon.
I have moon in Gemini at 15 degrees and pluto is Sagittarius in 2 degrees. The orb is wide at 13, but I can still feel it. Pluto opposite moon, tend to remember past events and bottle them up just like Saturn square moon.
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I'm so cappy
Knowflake Posts: 1594
From: Saturn
Registered: Nov 2012
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posted July 05, 2013 01:45 PM
Wow, this is intense. I guess I wouldn't just stand and stare in such a situation either. But I'd rather twist her arm ^^ That's good you showed that biatch her place, she totally deserved it.------------------
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LiesLilithsaidtouranus
Knowflake Posts: 269
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Registered: Sep 2011
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posted July 05, 2013 02:41 PM
I was being very patient with her at first, you know? But, I couldn't take it. But it also wasn't like I was being patient, it was more like I couldn't completely act out my anger because something in me was telling me it wasn't the right time.IP: Logged | |
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