posted July 10, 2013 10:21 AM            

Maybe i should dump him. I guess you guys were right, because i'm gonna be honest with you guys.

I talked to my Scorpio ex about it yesterday, and i feel bad already, because he gave me advice, saying that the Aries & my Taurus ex dont give a **** about my feelings, and that theyre just taking advantage of me.

Im gonna be honest with you guys. He does take me out, pay for me and stuff, but the Aries doesnt care about my needs in bed. He holds me in bed and makes me do this position i don't like(Taurus mars is very forceful btw), i tell him i dont like it he dont listen to me, and says stuff like: oh youll get used to it.

Scorpio ex was abusive , but he actually told me that they didnt care about my feelings and stuff like that and that i should try to attract guys my age.

Aries make me do the reverse Jockey and force to call him daddy in bed...

He can be selfish and rude at times, but i dont have anything else bad say to say about him, his Aries planets trine my Moon and sextiles my Aquarius planets. But he does make fun of what i like. he lives with his drunk dad btw (Aries has Sun square Neptune).

I know i should have thought twice, but the Taurus guy was the one. I wish i could go with him so bad, but we cant because of my parents. But i have to get over him even though i dont want to. But the thing is that if i go with someone else i forget about him unless im not into the other person(the case with Aries guy).

Aries guy he just like came up to me, and we hung out for awhile, i wanted to forget about the Taurus guy and, we went to his house, he asked me if i wanted to be his girl(His stellium is in my 7th house btw and my Saturn conjuncts his Sun), i mean am submissive but there are limits, and i'm gonna set them straight when im gonna talk to my soon to be ex boo.

I said yes without thinking...

Because he said things that made me feel good to my Leo moon(His Mercury trines my Moon btw) saying things that would make me happy, like:
You're so fxckin' hot
I bet when youre gonna go back with Brad(Taurus guy) you think about me(yeah right its the other way around)
I dont think you kiss enough
Brad is crazy to leave you!
You wanted to forget about Brad, right so thats why wanted you to come over!

Ive been thinking about going with a chick, but i just seem to attract guys, especially older ones.

Idk why but i just attract older guys, i dont innately try to attract them, i dont mind my own business or hang with friends, and they just come up to me.

I mean i do love astrology thats why i came here, the user KarkaQueen told me about this site and when i came here they didnt accept new ppl, so i waited awhile before coming here.

I know i need to take care of myself but im so broke and im just screwed anyways. Im gonna travel soon but its gonna take awhile and stuff. Been thinkin' bout a job as well.

Thanks for the advice even though some of you were too blunt but it's whatever thanks anyways.

There's this other Sag guy on tumblr anyways who flirts with me and wants to come to my town and stuff. I think i should turn him down too...

posted July 10, 2013 10:55 AM            

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Originally posted by SilverFeather:
Good for you.

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Thank you. All i can do at this point is to admit defeat.

Today im gonna take a break from astrology and fb, tumblr and all that and watch movies or shows online.

I need a break from all the constant drama in my life.

posted July 10, 2013 11:02 AM            

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Originally posted by HannieBananie:
Thank you. All i can do at this point is to admit defeat.

Today im gonna take a break from astrology and fb, tumblr and all that and watch movies or shows online.

I need a break from all the constant drama in my life.

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posted July 10, 2013 11:19 AM            

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Originally posted by SilverFeather:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by HannieBananie:
[b] Thank you. All i can do at this point is to admit defeat.

Today im gonna take a break from astrology and fb, tumblr and all that and watch movies or shows online.

I need a break from all the constant drama in my life.

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Thanks, but also how do you dump an Aries btw? I dont think hes gonna take it too good , hee has Mars quincunx Jupiter with Mars opposite Pluto.

posted July 10, 2013 11:31 AM            

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Originally posted by Textbook:
I couldn't even get past the part where you said stuff about being "in bed" it bothered me so much. Why are you running around with all these grown men when you're only 16. Where are your parents. Their first call should be to call a therapist and get you some help, cuz this is not normal or okay; their second call should be to the police to get these guys sent to the Booty House (prison, for the uninitiated).

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Theyre the ones tryna get to me.
And i didnt even know the Taurean guy was 26 before i met him, he looks young for his age.

But yeah i'm thinking about gettin' help but my Aquarius moon mom says otherwise.

I'm gonna talk to mom even tho she's against it(Moon square Neptune,Hecate & mercury) about going to the drop-in and getting some help about all this, and that it's for my own good.

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posted July 10, 2013 11:58 AM            

I would suggest you to take a break from relationships but it may be hard for you as you have a fifth house stellium and that stellium is in Aqua so I doubt any of us can change your mind.

If you want to dump the Aries guy I suggest you to forget about astrology for once and dump him just like you would dump any other guys regardless of their signs.

posted July 10, 2013 12:06 PM            

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Originally posted by anonymidarkness:
I looked at your chart before I came here.

I would suggest you to take a break from relationships but it may be hard for you as you have a fifth house stellium and that stellium is in Aqua so I doubt any of us can change your mind.

If you want to dump the Aries guy I suggest you to forget about astrology for once and dump him just like you would dump any other guys regardless of their signs.

T Neptune conjuncting your Sun can make things blurry, try to keep your feet on the ground girl.

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Thanks and idk how hes gonna take it with those violent aspects to his mars,

Im scared if he gets mad or has a violent temper.

Thanks for the Neptune advice i mean i just feel understood at this time.

posted July 10, 2013 12:14 PM            

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Originally posted by HannieBananie:
Thanks and idk how hes gonna take it with those violent aspects to his mars,

Im scared if he gets mad or has a violent temper.

Thanks for the Neptune advice i mean i just feel understood at this time.

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You've got Sun Square Pluto, don't be afraid of his Mars-Pluto. At the end of the day, Mars is just a soldier, Sun is the King/Queen.

I suggest you to take a break until Neptune transit is over, that's what I am doing, T Neptune is conjuncting my Sun as well.

posted July 10, 2013 12:19 PM            

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Originally posted by anonymidarkness:
You've got Sun Square Pluto, don't be afraid of his Mars-Pluto. At the end of the day, Mars is just a soldier, Sun is the King/Queen.

I suggest you to take a break until Neptune transit is over, that's what I am doing, T Neptune is conjuncting my Sun as well.

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Thanks. Because the Scorpio who gave me advice, also has Mars square Pluto, he threa tened to kill my family but he said sorry afterwards

posted July 10, 2013 12:28 PM            

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Originally posted by Doux Rêve:
How about you learn to enjoy life being single, Hannie?

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I was single like 2 months ago, but i was addicted to tumblr porn so yeah, not tryna go back there

But i am gonna focus on other things like seeing my cousins and writitng songs and making music

I guess Hannie Honeymoon (music persona) is back.

posted July 10, 2013 01:03 PM            

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Originally posted by CatMote:
im glad youve taken a step in the right direction.
to break up with lovely aries ******* , you should do it in a public place. at a park or something. that way his anger will stay in check and if something happens people will be there.
music is an awesome outlet for all these feelings you have.

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I told him on fb this(J is him):

J:
You comin over tonight?

12:13pm
H:
Idk , anyways i feel like this isnt right, you being brad's friend and all...
Plus i asked my mom if i could go get a therapist she's like no?
Wtf i need help and your being a selfish ***** ...
Not you doe my mom

12:15pm
J:
They are like 250-500 an hour
K whatever. Keep talkin about brad. I rly dont wanna see you now

12:15pm
H:
Im not gonna talk about Brad omg .
It just feels wierd you being his friend, me being his ex

12:16pm
J:
You are only it bothers

12:18pm
H:
Anyways i wanted to talk like straight up about something.
About me and you....

12:19pm
J:
Ok well im at work. We can do that to tonight. I'll msg you later

12:20pm
H:
Okay, and i meant face to face, and lmao not now i aint no idiot.

12:21pm
J:
Ok. Ttyl I'll be home at like 7 msg you after work before you leave

12:22pm
H:
Okay well ill come if mom says yes...

posted July 10, 2013 01:07 PM            

Thank god im gonna dump him. He aint even that hot, here's a pic of Aries guy: https://fbcdn-sphotos-c-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/401108_343102919037182_2085973109_n.jpg

posted July 10, 2013 01:09 PM            

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Originally posted by CatMote:
also.
dont let him forcefully talk his way into anything.
in fact, dont let him talk much at all. its done, and thats that.

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Thanks for the help, cutie. I really appreciate it .

posted July 10, 2013 01:17 PM            

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Originally posted by HannieBananie:
Theyre the ones tryna get to me.
And i didnt even know the Taurean guy was 26 before i met him, he looks young for his age.

But yeah i'm thinking about gettin' help but my Aquarius moon mom says otherwise.

I'm gonna talk to mom even tho she's against it(Moon square Neptune,Hecate & mercury) about going to the drop-in and getting some help about all this, and that it's for my own good.

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posted July 10, 2013 01:27 PM            

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Originally posted by Textbook:
Whether you knew is irrelevant. Unless you didn't tell him and he couldn't tell by looking, he clearly knew YOU weren't legal, and he knew what he was doing was illegal and wrong. And I gotta disagree with your mom.

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I look older than my actual age, he told me he thought i was 21 when he met me. (my Saturn opposites my Asc.)

posted July 10, 2013 01:46 PM            

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Originally posted by HannieBananie:
But Matt(Catmote), what do i do if Aries refuses,cuz he wants me to come to his house.

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