posted July 10, 2013 05:03 PM            

First things first: I'm a cancer sun, leo rising, libra moon.

I'm in the last leg of my saturn cycle before my saturn return: saturn is currently squaring exactly my natal saturn in aquarius. My IC (using Koch house system) is 7 degrees Scorpio. After saturn hits my IC this september, he will conjunct my pluto at 17 degrees scorpio. But I feel like I've felt it since the beginning of June.

Uranus is currently squaring my natal uranus in capricorn, and opposing my libra moon off by a couple degrees. Transiting pluto is conjunct my natal uranus, squaring my moon.
Chiron is currently conjunct my 8th house cusp, off by a degree (natal is 29 degrees cancer). Uranus goes retrograde on my birthday.

This mercury retrograde in my 12th house has been a serious challenge. I keep on LOSING THINGS! and breaking things... it's horrible. I mean, I'm a short-term forgetful person, but I don't lose things this often... just misplace them. It seems like things are just disappearing.
Last Saturday I returned home across the country because things were getting too crazy where I was- an ATM machine ate my debit card (my bank isn't over there so my debit card is my only source of cash), I lost my phone charger, broke a bicycle mirror, lost a house key, destroyed my water canteen, and I was having major personality clashes with my 2 workmates: a gemini and fellow cancer on the job site... So I'm home at my parent's to recharge and ground myself. Throw in the mix that about a month ago I met a cute guy out there(capricorn, come to find out). Nothing happened, we never hung out, and I gave it up to God to take care of. two days after I flew home, which he didn't know about, he messages me over facebook with a friend request asking to hang out. So, now I'm 3,000 miles away from this awesome guy after thinking it was best to go home. Thanks again, mercury! I have plans to fly back around Aug. 1, but a little north of where he is, to work on building a yoga studio, possibly farming, possibly teaching yoga...

With all this saturn-pluto-scorpio stuff I'm a little nervous about being able to support myself (i'm 21) on my own again... I left home with $2500 on the new moon in aries in april during the saturn retrograde. I've been extremely frugal and have enough left to keep going once I leave, but still...

I know this is a lot of info., I just feel like it's so hard for me to see what's going on because I'm constantly walking around with it, you know? Some outside perspective would be totally helpful, as I don't have human beings to talk to about this face-to-face in this small town I live in. Blaaaah Well I hope to hear from some of you. If you read all of that and respond, you get 10 gold stars! Who doesn't want that?!

Peace and love, gumdrops and unicorn fairies

posted July 10, 2013 06:50 PM            

Remember that transits are temporary, so it will pass eventually.

Your Moon is being bombarded with hard aspects, so it may feel like you're on an emotional rollercoaster, but try to see the bigger picture - it will all calm down soon.

posted July 10, 2013 09:04 PM            

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July 17, 1991
7:27am in Nashua, NH, USA