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hotsnow
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posted July 11, 2013 05:19 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for hotsnow     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
At the start of this Mercury retrograde, I had a quarrel with my mother. We have not talk to each other yet since.
Since then, I found myself kept rethink about my past, my childhood - about me and her. And I'm able to put pieces of puzzles together (last time I never did) and hence got a clearer picture what's happening.

But because of this, I'm very upset and angry of how she make use of me and treat me like dirt. I find my emotions very unstoppable. I don't like this way but I could not stop it. couldn't stop thinking about it. couldn't stop all the flashbacks- it just kept running through in my head EVERY DAY. Result? tears + tears + tears + I couldn't sleep well. Reason? I came to realise I'm just a piece of chess to her. Believe me, I'm trying very very hard to keep my emotions to keep in dam but it still overflows at times...

I want justify actions but I can't think of any good one yet because that's my mom. But I felt I'm cruel to myself if I don't do any justification for myself. My son thinks I'm too radical in thoughts but I feel its fair and logical...

Now I kept reconsidering how I should treat her in the future.

Nay I ask is this part of Mercury retrograde effect? or was it just me? Will my decision stay? I don't know about myself now...


After reading some threads, I understand that emotions are related to Pluto and moon. Hmmm.
I have Moon conjunct Pluto, libra moon and libra pluto in house 7.


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Doux Rêve
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posted July 11, 2013 05:31 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Doux Rêve     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Mercury retrograde can make us think about past events and "rethink" a lot of things in our lives.

So it's a possiblity, especially since Mercury is now in Cancer - natural ruler of the home and the mother.

Hope things get sorted out for you ~

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hotsnow
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posted July 11, 2013 09:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for hotsnow     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Mercury in Cancer? Great... she is a cancer too. It doesn't seems to affect her. She is not even apologetic.

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Doux Rêve
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posted July 11, 2013 09:57 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Doux Rêve     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Maybe it does affect her, but you can't see it..

July 20 - Mercury will turn direct, it may be easier to talk things out and see things more clearly.

Good luck with everything!

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watermonkey
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posted July 12, 2013 01:40 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for watermonkey     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I really cant wait for july 20, my life past month has been most chaotic this year

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