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CapricornDog
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posted July 30, 2013 04:35 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for CapricornDog     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
What are traits of your chart that don't match you but once did and were altered by life experiences?

So far my natal chart has been scarily accurate. Almost every placement has been spot-on to my personality as it is today (esp. my Scorpio and Aquarius placements).

However most of the Pisces placements (esp. the Sun) DO NOT match my current personality, Only Venus in Pisces,the Piscean tendency to be addicted to the Fantasy genre, my love for gaming, and my obsessive fanboyism into my favorite series (namely The Lord of the Rings and Saint Seiya) are the only truly Piscean traits in my personality.

There was a time when I had very strong Pisces traits in my younger years.The most obvious ones were both extreme idealism and living in a fantasy world. My fantasy world goes hand-in-hand with my dumbfuck naive Piscean idealism.

I truly was an dreamer. I dabbled in numerous ideologies so I'll just use the one I was most invested in:Patriotism and love for the Military. I'm not lying when I state (at least in my mind) I was willing to sacrifice my life for America without a single thought. As in I really thought if I was taken into a torture chamber I would endure all the pains without uttering a single word that would lead me to betray my country. I wanted to become a Soldier more than anything and I hated myself when I learned I cannot join the Military because of certain problems.

I worshiped the US Military and soldiers in general as heroes who are the embodiment of virtues and all thats good in mankind and I admitted should the US government call for aid I would have given up my entire savings account to donate money to help the United States military in times of war.

I was in such a fantasy world in my teen and adult years I hated the general populace because they worshiped celebrities such as actors, singers, and athletes and so forte while they ignored the soldiers who were fighting and dying for our country. I honestly wanted the US government to pass lows lowering celebrities pay and instead giving the millions they earn to the "brave Soldiers" (Sarcasm intended) who are earning low wages to fight for our country. My fantasy world was that the US Military was literally my whole world and in my mind at the time it was better to be a grunt than to be a filthy rich billionaire.

Yes the Military and my country meant that much to me. I would have been happy as **** to live in a culture where sacrifice to the country meant everything and Soldiers were worshiped. That the Military was as sacred as the Bible and 100% PERFECT.

My ideology and escapism was to the point my family was suffering as a result. bear you I never developed Naziesque beliefs but my patriotism was less extreme scale as Ashley Wilkes in which my loved ones were suffering as a consequence. I don't want to talk about it because it was that bad so I'll leave it to that.

After learning the realities of U.S. such as how its inferior to other countries in many way and especially of the real nature of the Military-namely all the corruption within it, the majority of military personnel only joining and remaining in the military because they couldn't jobs in the civilian world or because they are criminal thugs with records and the army is the only place they can hope to gain a respectable lifestyle and reform, the multiple scandals and vile acts many soldiers commit in their personal lives, my idealism was completely shattered and I already left that ******* fantasy world I was living. It really broke my heart especially to learn a shocking number battle-hardened vets committing war crimes such as gang rape of children in Iraq and so forth.

After learning the truth about how flawed the Untied States is and how corrupt of an institution the Military is, I lost my Piscean traits. This was especially true in 2012 where I learned more and more about the real nature of the military and the multiple atrocities the US government has committed.

I've quickly became more and more Scorpionic as I lost the idealism I've held onto for years since High School. I've became more and more pessimistic and more ruggedly individualist as I realized just how dark and grim the world is. With no role models to hold onto, I've realized the Scorpio's need to learn how to fend for oneself. Learning just how crooked of an institute the Military can be, I've become incredibly skeptical and paranoid of people and institutions in general as Scorpios tend to be after being feed lies about how noble the military is for years. I've grown rather spiteful of the Military and while I see the necessity of patriotism, I no longer am willing to throw away my life for my country.

I also realized all the damage I've done to my family because of my idealism and have become an extreme cynic of human nature and ideologies, something unPiscean.

I've recently became more and more Capricorn in personality too because of further life experiences that damaged my view of the world and I already lost most of my Aquarian traits.

Looking back I really can't help but watch in shock and awe as I look at my chart of how it states Pisces is a strong placements well in fact Pisces practically no longer exists in my personality after seeing the realities of the military.

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