posted August 04, 2013 07:59 AM
If the Mc Represents our public selves does that mean that our Ic would represent our inner selves.I have heard that the Ic represents the childhood and the home and family life.I really do hope that it is not a real indication of what we really are truly like deep down on the inside. I have an Aquarius Ic and North Node in the 4th house.I really hate the Idea that Aquarius has been assigned a place in my inner world.I wonder If having an Aquarius Ic will mean that It will make me feel as though I'm dead on the inside.I also hate the idea that my Aquarius North Node is in the 4th house.I hate the idea that my private self and home life has to be devoted to Aquarius ideals.I feel like my home life would be the most important part of my life I value.If I was lucky enough to find Mr right and have a nice happy home life I would hate to have Aquarius make the small part of life that brings me joy and truely belongs to me be made about everybody else.I guess another reason I dislike these placements is because I feel like I don't want to to nurture humanity.
It would be interesting to hear what everyone else thinks of their Ic.
posted August 04, 2013 03:29 PM
i like my misanthropic H4 placements. have Cap IC and Aqua NN (rx) there, where the real me/my deepest self is finally at home.
solitude and peace, the greatest joy in the heart.
posted August 05, 2013 04:00 AM
aquarius north node most definitely doesn't indicate isolation. Aquarius deals with people on a large scale whether we like it or not. The lesson here is the opposite, to get you out of that solitude that a 4th house nn would get you in.