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Topic: Having a breakdown
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Astra
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posted September 02, 2013 10:03 PM
  
I'm 28 now and I feel lost yet again. I'm in a career that I'm having serious doubts about it. I only just started 2 months ago, so I'm not sure if it's just the stress of my first year on the job or whether I'm in the wrong profession. I'm crying every day now and I can't see any end in sight. I have no idea what to do. I'm tired of having all of these doubts.IP: Logged |
NickiG
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From: Pluto, next to Ami Ann
Registered: Jul 2010
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posted September 02, 2013 10:04 PM
It sounds like your going through a Saturn return------------------
I once saw a sign that said "sin is death" but if "all deaths are suicide (linda goodman)" and suicide is sin, then shouldnt "death is sin" be more appropriate? when organic is used to describe food then you know we have come to a dark age in history IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 02, 2013 10:06 PM
Astra dear, Put up your chart or put it in the Beginners forum. I am not sure where it should be.
If you put it up here, Lala can move it, if she wants.
I will go look, wherever it is :bheart:------------------
Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal
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Astra
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posted September 02, 2013 10:10 PM
This chart shows my natal chart, transits and progressions:
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NickiG
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From: Pluto, next to Ami Ann
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posted September 02, 2013 10:12 PM
Saturn transiting Pluto, theres your problem------------------
I once saw a sign that said "sin is death" but if "all deaths are suicide (linda goodman)" and suicide is sin, then shouldnt "death is sin" be more appropriate? when organic is used to describe food then you know we have come to a dark age in history IP: Logged |
Astra
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posted September 02, 2013 10:13 PM
What does Saturn transiting Pluto mean?IP: Logged |
NickiG
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From: Pluto, next to Ami Ann
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posted September 02, 2013 10:15 PM
Saturn is trying to constrict plutos power and Pluto doesn't like it, in layman's terms------------------
I once saw a sign that said "sin is death" but if "all deaths are suicide (linda goodman)" and suicide is sin, then shouldnt "death is sin" be more appropriate? when organic is used to describe food then you know we have come to a dark age in history IP: Logged |
NickiG
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From: Pluto, next to Ami Ann
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posted September 02, 2013 10:19 PM
You also have Pluto transiting your ascendant. That'll cause your outward appearance and how people see you to break down and ultimately change------------------
I once saw a sign that said "sin is death" but if "all deaths are suicide (linda goodman)" and suicide is sin, then shouldnt "death is sin" be more appropriate? when organic is used to describe food then you know we have come to a dark age in history IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 02, 2013 10:41 PM
Good calls, Nick.Did you see the Tr.Sun conj the DSC The Sun is shining on your desire to have a committed relationship. Is this part of your angst 
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted September 02, 2013 10:42 PM
TR Venus conj Chiron.Your deepest wounds want to be opend up by love. Does this feel right? ------------------
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NickiG
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From: Pluto, next to Ami Ann
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posted September 02, 2013 10:42 PM
Oh I didn't see that one------------------
I once saw a sign that said "sin is death" but if "all deaths are suicide (linda goodman)" and suicide is sin, then shouldnt "death is sin" be more appropriate? when organic is used to describe food then you know we have come to a dark age in history IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 02, 2013 10:43 PM
I got an insight when I looked at your chart. Your easy things are very easy and you have many of them.
That makes the hard things seem harder. ------------------
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 02, 2013 10:45 PM
I am talking about your natal chart now, not transits.Your oppositions and the one square, I think it is, stand out next to all that blue which is things that come effortlessly. I think your red lines are really hurting you now and maybe you have not really faced them before because you could live in the world of the blue lines--easy aspects. This just hit me and I could be wrong. You have some big hitting transits, dear Friend. ------------------
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted September 02, 2013 10:47 PM
I will be back tomorrow to look some more, Astra dear. I am glad you reached out.------------------
Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal
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Zander916
Knowflake Posts: 501
From: Mercury
Registered: Aug 2013
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posted September 02, 2013 10:59 PM
Well, just to throw in something from my experience and maybe it'll shed some hope. In 2007 I had a job that I also HATED. Every day I just dreaded it.
Of course, because of that my performance sucked and attendance sucked. In late 2007 I was... I don't know what you'd call it. "Soft Termination"? Essentially terminated but with good reference.
I needed a job and I figured out the minimum I needed to make to make ends meet. I took one that was a bit of a drive, but it was available.
As it turns out, I'm still there now and I love it. I've been promoted and I'm making pretty good money. It's weird how I went from a job that I hated, got fired and felt hopeless to just bam... landing a job that I love and I don't plan on leaving. The Astrology part. You can get a good idea of what energies are happening or about to happen (which I'm not that great at) but either way. It can just provide you with how easy or difficult something will be for you. The universe may be setting you up. That's how felt. It gave me s**t to make me stronger so I could appreciate and do well at another job that I'm supposed to be at. My chart is such that I can attain success, I just have to work hard for it. If I give up and don't work hard, I don't get it.
You may just be in the same boat.
Do the best you can and be patient. Keep your eyes open even for such things as an education program that catches your eye that you may want to try. Anything.
After I was fired from that job, I was surprisingly upbeat. I didn't let it get me down and I took advantage of the time when I wasn't job searching to paint my garage and things like that.
Keep a positive attitude the best you can and you will draw in positive things. IP: Logged |
Astra
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posted September 02, 2013 11:03 PM
NickiG, quote:
You also have Pluto transiting your ascendant. That'll cause your outward appearance and how people see you to break down and ultimately change
Is change supposed to be for the better? Ami Anne, Yes, I desire to have a committed relationship, but that's not something that is a main priority in my life at the moment. Being single isn't depressing for me. My life has been extremely rough all during my teen years and through my mid 20s. From 26-27, it became slightly easier, but nothing has come easy unfortunately. I've had to work very hard just to survive. My teen years did not consist of typical teenage angst. My worries often revolved around whether I was going to have the luxury of eating the next day or having to cope with a close friend's death. My job is the current source of my misery. I was told everyone goes through this in my profession, so I'm just trying to grin and bear it. I just hate coming home everyday and crying. It's ridiculous. Crying everyday is not the norm for me. I'm a stoic capricorn moon for goodness sakes! I won't cry in public, but at home I feel like I'm falling apart. IP: Logged |
NickiG
Knowflake Posts: 5811
From: Pluto, next to Ami Ann
Registered: Jul 2010
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posted September 02, 2013 11:04 PM
Basically, everything happens for a reason. Your higher self chose that point for you to be born. So you chose to be born at that time and place to test your self and determine what your karma will be for your next life (in response to zander)------------------
I once saw a sign that said "sin is death" but if "all deaths are suicide (linda goodman)" and suicide is sin, then shouldnt "death is sin" be more appropriate? when organic is used to describe food then you know we have come to a dark age in history IP: Logged |
NickiG
Knowflake Posts: 5811
From: Pluto, next to Ami Ann
Registered: Jul 2010
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posted September 02, 2013 11:06 PM
That all depends on you. Your choices during these transits will determine how the change will be. It can easily go either way------------------
I once saw a sign that said "sin is death" but if "all deaths are suicide (linda goodman)" and suicide is sin, then shouldnt "death is sin" be more appropriate? when organic is used to describe food then you know we have come to a dark age in history IP: Logged |
Astra
Knowflake Posts: 504
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posted September 02, 2013 11:08 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Zander916:
Well, just to throw in something from my experience and maybe it'll shed some hope. In 2007 I had a job that I also HATED. Every day I just dreaded it.
Of course, because of that my performance sucked and attendance sucked. In late 2007 I was... I don't know what you'd call it. "Soft Termination"? Essentially terminated but with good reference.
I needed a job and I figured out the minimum I needed to make to make ends meet. I took one that was a bit of a drive, but it was available.
As it turns out, I'm still there now and I love it. I've been promoted and I'm making pretty good money. It's weird how I went from a job that I hated, got fired and felt hopeless to just bam... landing a job that I love and I don't plan on leaving. The Astrology part. You can get a good idea of what energies are happening or about to happen (which I'm not that great at) but either way. It can just provide you with how easy or difficult something will be for you. The universe may be setting you up. That's how felt. It gave me s**t to make me stronger so I could appreciate and do well at another job that I'm supposed to be at. My chart is such that I can attain success, I just have to work hard for it. If I give up and don't work hard, I don't get it.
You may just be in the same boat.
Do the best you can and be patient. Keep your eyes open even for such things as an education program that catches your eye that you may want to try. Anything.
After I was fired from that job, I was surprisingly upbeat. I didn't let it get me down and I took advantage of the time when I wasn't job searching to paint my garage and things like that.
Keep a positive attitude the best you can and you will draw in positive things.
That's awesome! I'm glad you found a job that you loved. It's just that in my particular profession, I was told that everyone goes through the crap I'm enduring. It's a rite of passage in a way. So, switching to another facility will just lead me to run from one problem to another. I don't know what to do. I have student loans to pay off and finding a job with the current crappy economy is a major challenge. I was fortunate to get a job straight out of college. Most of my former classmates are still unemployed. IP: Logged |
NickiG
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From: Pluto, next to Ami Ann
Registered: Jul 2010
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posted September 02, 2013 11:11 PM
You have the natural ability to adapt and change (transformative change) and persevere so just hold onOut of curiosity, what is your profession? ------------------
I once saw a sign that said "sin is death" but if "all deaths are suicide (linda goodman)" and suicide is sin, then shouldnt "death is sin" be more appropriate? when organic is used to describe food then you know we have come to a dark age in history IP: Logged |
Astra
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posted September 02, 2013 11:13 PM
Thanks, NikkiG!It's nursing. I'm a cardiac nurse. I'm very new at it though. I just earned my RN license in July. IP: Logged |
NickiG
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From: Pluto, next to Ami Ann
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posted September 02, 2013 11:14 PM
Ah, that's a tough job period lol------------------
I once saw a sign that said "sin is death" but if "all deaths are suicide (linda goodman)" and suicide is sin, then shouldnt "death is sin" be more appropriate? when organic is used to describe food then you know we have come to a dark age in history IP: Logged |
Astra
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posted September 02, 2013 11:47 PM
Yeah, it's very challenging, but never boring. Lol. IP: Logged |
NickiG
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posted September 02, 2013 11:49 PM
I can imagine. There's always someone going to the hospital for something ------------------
I once saw a sign that said "sin is death" but if "all deaths are suicide (linda goodman)" and suicide is sin, then shouldnt "death is sin" be more appropriate? when organic is used to describe food then you know we have come to a dark age in history IP: Logged |
Randall
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From: Saturn next to Charmainec
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posted September 03, 2013 10:12 AM
Moving to Personal Readings.IP: Logged |
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