NeptunianSag
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From: Your imagination
Registered: Aug 2013
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posted September 24, 2013 05:48 PM
  
We both mutually agreed to stop seeing eachother, we were not officially together but had a very special connection. We both agreed to be friends and was cool with it. Although I always feel as though he hated me all along, or he had become disillusioned and was unhappy with who I really was. Now, whenever he contacts me its not as obsessive or affectionate as before, but I can't help feel true deep passionate love for him and its hard to break the feelings, i'm really scared because I feel like he's holding a card against me or is plotting something from his ''hatred'' of me if it even exists. I know he is very secretive having 3 planets and houses in scorpio. I've never felt such a spiritual all consuming passion in my life with a person and would like to know if he even still thinks about me? He has talked about me and our relationship to my friends without me knowing also. I sometimes feel as though he gets my friends to spy on me to get information without me knowing. (Or that could be neptune thinking again)It's very hard to break this so called ''game'' I like that I met him but I kind of wish I didn't because there is no going back and my thinking is confused, foggy, and it doesn't help his neptune falls into my third house, where my neptune is also placed. Here are the synastry placements His planets are first, and mine are second.
Sun Square Venus 2.35 -182
Moon Trine Sun 0.32 299
Moon Square Mars 1.42 -164
Moon Opposition Ascendant 3.04 -74
Mercury Trine Mars 3.55 61
Mercury Conjunction Pluto 2.28 93
Venus Conjunction Jupiter 4.51 82
Venus Trine Saturn 1.53 67
Venus Square Uranus 0.05 -132
Venus Square Neptune 1.07 -100
Venus Conjunction Ascendant 4.07 94
Mars Trine Mars 3.15 57
Mars Conjunction Pluto 1.47 88
Jupiter Square Mars 1.53 -100
Jupiter Square Midheaven 0.48 -49
Saturn Sextile Sun 0.46 97
Saturn Square Pluto 0.29 -87
Saturn Trine Ascendant 2.50 48
Uranus Trine Moon 3.25 55
Uranus Conjunction Uranus 1.54 81
Uranus Conjunction Neptune 0.52 86
Uranus Square Ascendant 2.09 -73
Neptune Trine Moon 3.23 50
Neptune Conjunction Uranus 1.52 76
Neptune Conjunction Neptune 0.50 81
Neptune Square Ascendant 2.10 -68
Pluto Trine Mars 0.52 57
Pluto Conjunction Pluto 0.35 75
Pluto Trine Midheaven 3.33 17
1564 -1029 535
My planets to his -
Sun Trine Moon 0.32 299
Sun Sextile Saturn 0.46 97
Moon Trine Uranus 3.25 55
Moon Trine Neptune 3.23 50
Mercury Conjunction Ascendant 0.59 160
Mercury Sextile Midheaven 1.13 27
Venus Square Sun 2.35 -182
Venus Trine Midheaven 2.41 25
Mars Square Moon 1.42 -164
Mars Trine Mercury 3.55 61
Mars Trine Mars 3.15 57
Mars Square Jupiter 1.53 -100
Mars Trine Pluto 0.52 57
Jupiter Conjunction Venus 4.51 82
Saturn Trine Venus 1.53 67
Uranus Square Venus 0.05 -132
Uranus Conjunction Uranus 1.54 81
Uranus Conjunction Neptune 1.52 76
Neptune Square Venus 1.07 -100
Neptune Conjunction Uranus 0.52 86
Neptune Conjunction Neptune 0.50 81
Pluto Conjunction Mercury 2.28 93
Pluto Conjunction Mars 1.47 88
Pluto Square Saturn 0.29 -87
Pluto Conjunction Pluto 0.35 75
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posted September 24, 2013 06:16 PM
