posted October 01, 2013 11:12 PM            

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Originally posted by StarlightSmileSupreme:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by Plutonic Capricorn:
[b] Thats nice, on holiday only or would you also want to move overseas? how does your chart look like? could you post or mail it you got that mars square pluto aspect.

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You have some sign/house oppositions in your chart?

posted October 01, 2013 11:23 PM              

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Originally posted by aquaguy91:
I have 12th house sun. Its kind of a melancholic position for the sun imo. 12th house suns can feel invisible, lonely, or like they are overlooked and taken for granted.Inwardly you are conflicted because part of you wants to be in the spotlight and get recognition but the other part of you prefers to keep a low profile. 12th house suns often have a difficult,painful, or nonexistent relationship with their dads.On the positive side 12th house suns are very compassionate, understanding, and spiritual.

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I do feel sometimes that I am taken for granted and used to be very melancholic when I was younger. I was extremely anorexic and just hated myself. I do agree about wanting to be in the spotlight yet wanting to keep a low profile but feel with the personality and just type of person I am it's hard not having the spotlight on me. I feel extremely magnetic and like no matter what I do I'm always being watched and stalked in a way. It makes me feel extremely uncomfortable but I'm slowly just accepting it and getting used to it. I really want nothing to do with my dad. He's burned me way more than a parent ever should to their child ever and I just can't forgive him so that part I agree with 1000 percent. I also believe that I'm a very compassionate and understanding person. I'm a great listener and give the best advice I can give. In regards to spirituality I believe I'm a very spiritual person and love The Lord and all that he's done for me just prefer to keep it to myself and not push my beliefs on others. People are so faithless and just downright ignorant nowadays that'd I'd rather just keep to myself and keep my faith in God than have someone beat me down about it. I hope that made sense if not I can better explain it to you if you'd like me too. thanks sweetheart you really hit the nail on the head especially with the part about the dad's.