posted October 01, 2013 10:49 PM            

I love halloween, goths, i love reading about the occult, evil stuff sparks my curiousity. I love vampires, etc etc. i am big on feminism and seducing just for the sake lol. I feel goddess like in another aspect from this placement..

posted October 01, 2013 11:00 PM            

Anyway, I have lilith, chiron, South node conjunction in the 8th with Jupiter on the other side of the 8th.

posted October 01, 2013 11:34 PM            

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Originally posted by charlie:
o/ me too...Lilith in Aries 8H. With Chiron. I'm deeply involved in others psyche, so much I've lost my own. I love murders and serial killers.

Mars is conjunct my Asc by .5 degrees, in Virgo.

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posted October 01, 2013 11:36 PM            

My Pisces Sun is conjunct Lilith and Pholus in my 8th house, with Sun and Lilith opposite my Moon, and I can definitely relate to what everyone has said. Sun and Lilith also trine Uranus, which adds a bit of extra weirdness.

I can't watch anymore true Forensic Files-type shows because I actually find them disturbing now. I also don't visit cemeteries as often as I used to, but I do watch The Dead Files religiously, ha.

After having some experiences with things that are "other worldly" and realizing that life is macabre enough if you pay attention, I suppose some of the fascination has left; although I'm still very much aware of both the dark side of humanity as well as the dark side of things that I can't necessarily see or touch with my eyes and hands.

I do feel a tremendous amount of wrath when I'm p*ssed off, and I used to be very dark with my sexuality. Not so much now that I'm in a very spiritually minded marriage, but it crops up now and again (especially when there is a Lilith transit that aspects those placements). I tend to be much more sparing with the wrath than I used to be. It's always a cutting verbal thing anyway, but I have a little boy now, so I have to be mindful of what he sees and hears.

I'm a strong equal rights advocate in general, and I work at a women's homeless shelter and volunteer at another DV homeless shelter for women.

Sun, Lilith, Pholus, and Moon are in intercepted signs (Pisces and Virgo), so it has taken a while for the positives of any of those things to manifest in my life...but now that seems to be the norm more often than not.

posted October 02, 2013 01:11 AM            

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Originally posted by Violets:

I can't watch anymore true Forensic Files-type shows because I actually find them disturbing now.

After having some experiences with things that are "other worldly" and realizing that life is macabre enough if you pay attention, I suppose some of the fascination has left; although I'm still very much aware of both the dark side of humanity as well as the dark side of things that I can't necessarily see or touch with my eyes and hands.

I do feel a tremendous amount of wrath when I'm p*ssed off, and I used to be very dark with my sexuality.

It's always a cutting verbal thing anyway, but I have a little boy now, so I have to be mindful of what he sees and hears.

I'm a strong equal rights advocate in general, and I work at a women's homeless shelter and volunteer at another DV homeless shelter for women.

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FF - I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE that show! I've recently found a bunch of other similar type shows on Netflix. I also have a thing for COPS or shows like it. (Alaska State Troopers) LOL
Recently I watched a long documentary on Jeffrey Dahmer.

Do you want to share any "other worldy" experiences? If not, I understand. I have a few also.

I've never been dark with my sexuality surprisingly. I still fear letting myself go when angered. Not as much as before because I had someone just push me to the edge of myself. LOL It wasn't exactly pretty, but I have MUCH MUCH more self-control than I expected myself to.
I can also be very cutting with my words.

posted October 02, 2013 01:29 AM            

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Originally posted by Zander916:
FF - I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE that show! I've recently found a bunch of other similar type shows on Netflix. I also have a thing for COPS or shows like it. (Alaska State Troopers) LOL
Recently I watched a long documentary on Jeffrey Dahmer.

Do you want to share any "other worldy" experiences? If not, I understand. I have a few also.

I've never been dark with my sexuality surprisingly. I still fear letting myself go when angered. Not as much as before because I had someone just push me to the edge of myself. LOL It wasn't exactly pretty, but I have MUCH MUCH more self-control than I expected myself to.
I can also be very cutting with my words.

Man... That's awesome that you volunteer! Sometimes I feel stressed about it because I'd like to. Then I think I don't have time. THEN I think, "Dummy. You HAVE time. Don't use that excuse." I make myself feel guilty. LOL

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Ha ha Zander, our Leo and Virgo placements must be in close degrees or something, because sometimes your posts really resonate with me, lol. Don't beat yourself up too badly for not volunteering, you'll get around to it if/when the time is right for you.

Eh...otherworldly experiences... I became more in tune with my perceptions and intuition, and as a person who works in buildings with a lot of dark history (a detox facility that used to be nursing homes where a lot of people died from old age, overdoses, etc. or other similar buildings with gory murder histories, overdoses, or whatever)...let's just say I quit working for one place in particular. And living in beautiful, old buildings downtown at the same time... Too much going on in those places.

posted October 02, 2013 01:39 AM            

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Originally posted by indigomoon8:
I also have sun trine Neptune and Uranus. Sun sextile Pluto.
More weird
Pluto in the 3rd house.

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Pluto in 3rd here also. Trine Mercury and Neptune. I love that little triangle!.But my Sun and Moon form a T-square with Neptune, and as a Pisces that's been kind of a hassle. But it's lead to better things, so...okay. I'll go with it.

posted October 02, 2013 02:12 AM            

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Originally posted by Violets:
Ha ha Zander, our Leo and Virgo placements must be in close degrees or something, because sometimes your posts really resonate with me, lol. Don't beat yourself up too badly for not volunteering, you'll get around to it if/when the time is right for you.

Eh...otherworldly experiences... I became more in tune with my perceptions and intuition, and as a person who works in buildings with a lot of dark history (a detox facility that used to be nursing homes where a lot of people died from old age, overdoses, etc. or other similar buildings with gory murder histories, overdoses, or whatever)...let's just say I quit working for one place in particular. And living in beautiful, old buildings downtown at the same time... Too much going on in those places.

I sage my home and our "property" often now (I don't like to think of us owning the land, but rather borrowing it for this time), as the woman who lived in our house before we bought it committed suicide, and her son was on drugs. Not much weird stuff happening in our home, and it's always had a happy energy to it in spite of some of the history...but I like to keep it that way.

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Well, my Leo sun is 27.
Virgo, Mars at 27, Mercury at 24, and Venus at 15.

I also lived in a house that had a previous suicide. Also a baby that fell down the stairs and died. Man... there was something really really evil there and some friends of mine did sage and said they cast that thing into this huge maple tree out back. I thought, "yeah whatever." But about a year or so later and that tree just started dieing. They had to cut it down. @_@
Other experiences too but I won't just tell a ton of stories.

posted October 02, 2013 02:53 AM            

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Originally posted by Zander916:
Well, my Leo sun is 27.
Virgo, Mars at 27, Mercury at 24, and Venus at 15.

I also lived in a house that had a previous suicide. Also a baby that fell down the stairs and died. Man... there was something really really evil there and some friends of mine did sage and said they cast that thing into this huge maple tree out back. I thought, "yeah whatever." But about a year or so later and that tree just started dieing. They had to cut it down. @_@
Other experiences too but I won't just tell a ton of stories.

If anyone wants to see something creepy do some research on Pennhurst State School and Hospital. Look at some photos and read some stories. Man that place is creepy!
And “Suffer the Little Children” on youtube which is little documentary on the place when it was still in operation. Terrible terrible things.

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Wow. That definitely gave me a creep chill.

My husband and I once went on a small vacation at a place that definitely had something wrong with it. It's supposed to have healing waters because of the minerals in it, and it's kind of like the Dead Sea but in Washington, haha.
Everything around that place is dead, it's in the desert area of the state. The people are weird, and my husband and I both got woken up in the middle of the night at the same time from bad nightmares. We won't go anywhere near that area of the state now.
There was more to it than that, but I don't like to sound crazy on a public forum, lol. I also don't like to think about it.

I've seen shows about that hospital...terrible.

posted October 02, 2013 03:05 AM            

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Originally posted by Violets:
Don't mean to hijack your thread, indigomoon.
But at least it's all sort of related to Lilith in 8th topics.

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I think it's simply my Virgo with the service desire.