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Topic: Neptune problems :(
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NeptunianSag
Knowflake Posts: 413
From: Your imagination
Registered: Aug 2013
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posted December 09, 2013 03:28 PM
  
Im sick and tired of not knowing what people really think of me, it feels like they do not like me for no reason. I know that I shouldn't be bothered what people think but I absorb people's emotions really well, usually I find people to be negative. I find people so unsympathetic and rude, I cannot change it. I feel ugly with the way people react to me, or I feel if people are being overly nice they feel sorry for me. I'm sick, tired, cannot be bothered with people. Neptune square asc, Neptune square cancer mc. IP: Logged |
Rosalind
Knowflake Posts: 3063
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Registered: Mar 2011
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posted December 09, 2013 03:46 PM
Your reaction is normal. Dunno what's your age but I'm telling you this: later in life, when you will have gained the wisdom you need these conflictive feelings inside you are going to go away or at least dim. When outer planets square the ascendant, especially Saturn or Neptune make the native feel unconfortable in his own skin and constantly he asks for others approval or compliments. He hates to be humiliated or embarrased.
I have a Scorpio ASC sextile Neptune in Capricorn. Beautiful, right? Should be if Saturn wouldn't square my ASC and my Neptune and sit like a KING in my first house. Although I am started to feel indifferent about what people think or fee about me I can't say the same about me a few years back. I was shy, I was easily embarrased and others opinion about me was EXTREMELY important to me. I felt hurt when people didnt like me. Now I find it funny. With Scorpio ASC I realized that people can only love me or hate me even if they know me or not. Realizing this I am feeling free. In my own skin. I can't live my life upon what others think about me. I would lose my identity and this is the worst thing could haoppen to me.
Cheer up! Start loving yourself and be happy about who you are. You are not gonna change. You are not gonna change others. The only thing you can do is to live your life in the best way you can because nobody will do that in your place.IP: Logged |
JudyVanTassel
Knowflake Posts: 352
From: Europe
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted December 09, 2013 03:54 PM
I understand you. I can feel people's energy and people's reactions to me and i have the same feelings you are saying. That make me sad. I can feel a lot of negativity too and maybe that's why i decided to be only with the people i love and trust, and when i meet someone i'm more "selective" in many ways than when i was younger, i accept everybody i'm very sociable but now i'm more like i prefer to be alone rather than be with fake people. And it hurts me when people see in me what they want to see and not who i am it's the same as you like they don't like me or something, but at this time i think i'm done with this type of people i don't want to have any connection, i want true people.
Neptune it's difficult and when you have to live with that sometimes it makes you feel very sad.
Other thing i relate a lot, is that you think people overly nice are feeling sorry for you....i have this thoughts as well. I hate it.Sun opposite Neptune
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StarlightSmileSupreme
Knowflake Posts: 6710
From: neptune
Registered: Nov 2012
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posted December 09, 2013 04:02 PM
quote:
Originally posted by NeptunianSag:
Im sick and tired of not knowing what people really think of me, it feels like they do not like me for no reason. I know that I shouldn't be bothered what people think but I absorb people's emotions really well, usually I find people to be negative. I find people so unsympathetic and rude, I cannot change it. I feel ugly with the way people react to me, or I feel if people are being overly nice they feel sorry for me. I'm sick, tired, cannot be bothered with people. Neptune square asc, Neptune square cancer mc.
I am sad you are having bad experiences.
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JudyVanTassel
Knowflake Posts: 352
From: Europe
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted December 09, 2013 04:15 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Rosalind:
Your reaction is normal. Dunno what's your age but I'm telling you this: later in life, when you will have gained the wisdom you need these conflictive feelings inside you are going to go away or at least dim. When outer planets square the ascendant, especially Saturn or Neptune make the native feel unconfortable in his own skin and constantly he asks for others approval or compliments. He hates to be humiliated or embarrased.
I have a Scorpio ASC sextile Neptune in Capricorn. Beautiful, right? Should be if Saturn wouldn't square my ASC and my Neptune and sit like a KING in my first house. Although I am started to feel indifferent about what people think or fee about me I can't say the same about me a few years back. I was shy, I was easily embarrased and others opinion about me was EXTREMELY important to me. I felt hurt when people didnt like me. Now I find it funny. With Scorpio ASC I realized that people can only love me or hate me even if they know me or not. Realizing this I am feeling free. In my own skin. I can't live my life upon what others think about me. I would lose my identity and this is the worst thing could haoppen to me.
Cheer up! Start loving yourself and be happy about who you are. You are not gonna change. You are not gonna change others. The only thing you can do is to live your life in the best way you can because nobody will do that in your place.
You are the best IP: Logged |
Kibriana
Newflake Posts: 18
From: Zagreb, Croatia
Registered: Nov 2012
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posted January 10, 2014 04:50 PM
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Originally posted by NeptunianSag:
Im sick and tired of not knowing what people really think of me, it feels like they do not like me for no reason. I know that I shouldn't be bothered what people think but I absorb people's emotions really well, usually I find people to be negative. I find people so unsympathetic and rude, I cannot change it. I feel ugly with the way people react to me, or I feel if people are being overly nice they feel sorry for me. I'm sick, tired, cannot be bothered with people. Neptune square asc, Neptune square cancer mc.
Neptune should be nuked. Full stop. IP: Logged | |
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