posted December 14, 2013 08:00 AM
The thing is, after many months of feeling like I didn't know where my career was headed, something dramatic and strange happened.At about 4am in the morning, I had an epiphany; it was the moment of pure clarity like I haven't felt in a long time.
When I looked at the transits later that week I realized that, at that moment, transiting Uranus and Moon were in conjunction. Transiting Mercury was in conjunction to my natal Uranus by less than 1 degree
It was the most awesome feeling I haven't felt in a long time. I felt so much energy and surety, I couldn't get back to sleep afterwards.
Now both Moon and Uranus by transit were in my 12th house of sleep and dreams; disturbing any habitual patterns and "shaking" things up a bit.
Uranus always seems to disturb or "electrify" anything it touches. I am still recovering from its "shock" therapy.
Mercury was transiting my natal Uranus by conjunction.
Kelli Fox describes this conjunction as;
Yours is an upbeat, excitable mind, given to flashes of insight and moments of extreme inspiration, envisioning things that are far beyond the current realm as we know it.
You’re a very fast thinker, understanding implications and possibilities long before anyone else manages to.
At night you may have difficulty going to sleep, or may keep unusual hours, requiring less sleep than many others. It’s a challenge to own a mind as active as yours, but the rewards are great.
Now the really fantastic thing is, a sudden inspired thought came to me;" Maybe I should study medicine?"
This has always been something I've thought about but not taken seriously or made up my mind about.
And get this: Medicine is a strong 8th house theme. Transiting Mercury was in 8th conjunct my natal Uranus in 8th.
My mind just won't let this idea go now. Pluto(also 8th house affiliate) /Mercury conjunct in 9th(higher education) has sought a feasible direction of expression since the transit began last year but nothing seemed to whet its appetite quite like this idea. I believe this really could be it.
My point is, yes there could be much confusion going on. I empathize. It can seem like an endless spiral that you can never get out of.
But then again, there are moments of pure out of this world "inspiration" that seem to kind of come out of "nowhere". Take note of these and don't take them for granted; some may not feel as strong as others but I assure you that they are all offering a way out.