posted January 05, 2014 07:37 PM            

I see the world full of endless possibilities and journeys/adventures yet I can't seem to stick to one path, I feel too scattered and sometimes I just have 0 energy for nothing, and enthusiasm can run low and depression is sometimes common.

I only direct my energy to things that have spiritual and personal meaning to me and I dislike superficial things, my conversations have to be meaningful and not superficial or else I will look elsewhere.

But I've always had a problem trying to find those people who are not superficial, therefore I don't know where to find people who are meaningful to me. This sounds picky, but my energy needs to be directed towards a spiritual goal or journey/adventure.

Does anyone else feel similar? What's your placements?

posted January 06, 2014 05:59 AM            

One thing I've noticed in life is, even if near us there can be people who are interested in deeper stuffs, without getting past the superficial bonding through small talks, it's hard to know who is actually interested in similar stuffs. That is why we might often feel alone and wonder if no one else is into deeper stuffs, when in fact there might be more people with whom you can share deeper talks, it's just not obvious unless we bond a bit more before that.

You see, I wouldn't say that I'm too deep, but I do find the small talks of the average common interests boring. But when I went to online forums, like here in LL or at PersonalityCafe.com, I've seen many people who are actually deeper and have interesting points. Thing is, in online communities people feel safer to pour their deeper thoughts out.

posted January 06, 2014 07:57 AM            

I know exactly what you mean and it too has been plaguing my thoughts especially in the last couple of weeks. I feel like the spiritual part of me is becoming an increasingly bigger part of who I am and the people in my life right now no long seem to fit into anymore. They are good friends, but I need more. I am starting to prefer my own company . I need someone or some people who feels the way I do about the world, I want to be aligned with these people in some sort of greater purpose. I can participate in superficial conversation, but only in small doses and usually it pains me....

posted January 06, 2014 08:19 AM            

NeptunianSag,

I bet transiting Neptune is making a hard aspect to one of your natal planets/points; that could explain your feeling lost at the moment and seeking spiritual meaning.

posted January 06, 2014 08:39 AM            

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Originally posted by Doux Rêve:
If by any chance, you were asking that to me - nope. But nice try! I like your ideas, keep 'em coming.

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Clearly that was for NeptunianSag.