posted January 08, 2014 10:17 AM
You have a paradoxical relationship with authority. You may have an interesting connection with your father (and/or other authority figures in your life); either there is some mystery involved in the relationship or it poses some kind of a riddle for you. You find a need to continuously adjust your goals or your sense of responsibility. Not an easy aspect, but potentially very creative.
posted January 08, 2014 04:30 PM
Usually hard Sun/Saturn aspects point to self-esteem issues most likely coming from a lack of supportive structure growing up; either there was too much authority at home growing up, or not enough. The father can be experienced as "absent" in some way.
posted January 09, 2014 08:15 AM
unworthiness from my mother, salvaged by the love from my father. I think this has been the most poigiant aspect of my life and I am so happy to have found it in my placements. I'm now digging in really deep to find more. Are there any books you can refer?