posted January 14, 2014 05:40 PM            

I've been sitting with this interesting double whammy in my solar return this December for a month now, and would love to hear everyone's insight.

What's interesting is that my drive for fulfilling my potential (destiny) is astronomical, which began shortly before my birthday. This compelled feeling, that I must fulfill wherever energy takes me with this drive, at times makes me feel like all my cells are charged and more alive than ever! It's the center point of my life right now. As this intense compulsion to start putting, nonstop, energy toward my rather lofty ambitions has only increased since then, I've realized that perhaps this double whammy represents a time when I am "loyal" to my "destiny"?

Sidenote----When I fist saw this double whammy, I made a sour face at the thought that marriage or a serious relationship could be heading my way. The best way for me to describe how I feel is that if I were to start a relationship in this part of my life- the guy would be like a third wheel, because I am so fulfilled forming a relationship with myself and living my life!