posted January 16, 2014 06:28 PM            

I feel like I need more meaning in my life, to have goals, to feel like I'm working with something bigger than myself, to love, to feel emotion, to not be brought down by negative influences of social conditioning and expectation. I feel my enthusiasm has waned and I need to seek out this meaning and follow a path, but how, and where do i go about seeking truth when im filled with anxiety and fear of rejection, how? I feel like my life is just a passionless existence at this moment, filled with negative influences, feeling like a drone to society. (I already quit my job, because I'm not being honest with myself) I want truth from my very core of existence, filled with passion and joy, it's hard to find it. I guess I need to overcome my fears of reaching out, accept myself and my values, follow my own path and not be conditioned by outside influences, I think this s what this transit means for me.

posted January 16, 2014 07:59 PM            

Overall I think it's okay to take a step back though and re-evaluate what you really care about and are interested in even if that means facing disillusionment.. Difficult Jupiter transits will do that. Jupiter has also been transiting my 12th and it's been eye opening in ways I'd rather have avoided lol but I'm just trying to keep the faith that at some point it'll be worth it