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posted January 17, 2014 05:04 AM            

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Do any of you have it, and if so, how did it affect you so far? Are YOU becoming Lilith or do you have problems with a Lilith in your life?

I've had many a breakdown over the fact that I couldn't both be respected by the boys at school as a fellow human being (the only way to gain that respect was through intimidation) and be desired as a woman/girl...

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posted January 17, 2014 12:05 PM            

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Yep I got it dead on my DSC.

I wrote about it some time back on LL. This is how I experience it...

"Expect to encounter the darker side of your feminine nature in all your sexual relationships. By this, I mean encountering taboos, forbidden fruit, impulses that fill you with shame and guilt, power struggles, desire for vengeance etc. However, as with everything else in life it is not your intense desire nature or "dark impulses" or depraved partner that determines your mettle, it is how you respond to these kind of things which you will surely encounter in one form or another. With black moon lilith on the descendant.... You have a choice to respond destructively, to unleash your venom and rage into your partnerships, to become consumed by envy, vengeance, guilt, shame and bitchiness or maybe indulge your dark fantasies in a negative way. Or you can do what lilith really wants you to do which is to embrace that wild, primal dark side of your own nature by facing it squarely in order to bring out of the shadows and into consiousness those impulses which you have, but you either repress due to them being socially unacceptable or taboo, or that you only act on in secret due to your fear that you might be found out. At this point, lilith starts to allow you to see some hard truths about yourself, and you begin to question your own authenticity. Are you prepared to openly embrace certain taboo that might rattle cages, raise eyebrows? Are you prepared to defend or confront some ugly truths, challenge propiety, assert your independence, refuse to accept second best even if it goes against norms? Are there things that you need to change about youself which are self destructive? Because if you refuse to deal authentically with these things you might well end up on a relationship path which is fraught with repressed anger, underhanded dealings, secrets, guilt, shame or (even worse) venomous lashing out to defend and cover up your own destructive or self-destructive behaviour."

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posted January 17, 2014 12:19 PM              

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OP, well you definitely embody Lilith in your interactions with others (7th is the house of the other).

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posted March 13, 2014 03:50 PM            

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Originally posted by Taineberry:
Yep I got it dead on my DSC.

I wrote about it some time back on LL. This is how I experience it...

"Expect to encounter the darker side of your feminine nature in all your sexual relationships. By this, I mean encountering taboos, forbidden fruit, impulses that fill you with shame and guilt, power struggles, desire for vengeance etc. However, as with everything else in life it is not your intense desire nature or "dark impulses" or depraved partner that determines your mettle, it is how you respond to these kind of things which you will surely encounter in one form or another. With black moon lilith on the descendant.... You have a choice to respond destructively, to unleash your venom and rage into your partnerships, to become consumed by envy, vengeance, guilt, shame and bitchiness or maybe indulge your dark fantasies in a negative way. Or you can do what lilith really wants you to do which is to embrace that wild, primal dark side of your own nature by facing it squarely in order to bring out of the shadows and into consiousness those impulses which you have, but you either repress due to them being socially unacceptable or taboo, or that you only act on in secret due to your fear that you might be found out. At this point, lilith starts to allow you to see some hard truths about yourself, and you begin to question your own authenticity. Are you prepared to openly embrace certain taboo that might rattle cages, raise eyebrows? Are you prepared to defend or confront some ugly truths, challenge propiety, assert your independence, refuse to accept second best even if it goes against norms? Are there things that you need to change about youself which are self destructive? Because if you refuse to deal authentically with these things you might well end up on a relationship path which is fraught with repressed anger, underhanded dealings, secrets, guilt, shame or (even worse) venomous lashing out to defend and cover up your own destructive or self-destructive behaviour."

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Do most of those thing manifest in your life?

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