posted February 04, 2014 04:10 PM
Hey everyone,This may be a half-beaten horse but I don't know where else to turn to... I believe that I am finally feeling the effects of Moon-pluto contacts in a synastry.
He and I met online. We met in person about two weeks after and hit it off right away. We went on a few dates over the span of 2 months. Our last date was dinner and then back to his place to watch a movie. Things got hot and heavy, but I wasn't ready to take it to the next level. He was upset but respected my wishes. He ended the night by saying we will talk next week. But that was 1 1/2 weeks ago. Since then he has done the opposite of what he promised, he has cut off all communications. I initially left him alone thinking that he probably needed space. I did break down and texted him once last Friday and it's been 4 days and still... Nothing...
In synastry, we have a Moon-Pluto double whammy. His moon in Cancer trines my Pluto in Scorpio. My moon in Capricorn sextiles his Pluto in Scorpio. Our moons are opposite.
In composite, the pluto, sun, moon, mercury, venus and chiron are all involved in a Yod/Boomerang. Pluto is at the vertex, quincunx sun-moon-mercury sterillium in Aries in one leg. The Pluto quincunx chiron in the other leg. It also opposites venus in Taurus as the Boomerang.
Things were going really well up until that last date. When we were together, I felt like we could talk about anything... it does feel very karmic, like I've known him before. And his gaze... no man has ever looked at me like that before! I turn into mush when he gazes into my eyes, I get butterflies when he touches me, even innocently.
Now, all my friends are telling me to forget him. They think he's scum and only wanted sex, and he doesn't even have the decency to properly end things. I initially thought so as well. But no matter how hard I tried, I can't seem to get him out of my mind. I literally think about him all the time, from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to bed I think about the "good times" and it is just so hard to accept that he could just ignore me like this... really thought we had a connection. Or maybe I am the obsessed one in this Moon-Pluto mess?
Should I reach out again? We were planning to go to a concert this Friday. I was supposed to send him more info as I got the tickets in advance. Should I give it one more try? Or should I toss this fish (he's a pisces) back to the sea?
Anyways, this was my Moon-Pluto experience so far, not a very positive one, it turns out I was just hoping if anyone could give me any insight or try to put things in perspective for me? I don't really know what to do... don't really know how to break out of this spell