posted February 04, 2014 11:38 PM
We have this intense emotional connection, but I don't know how he feels about me. We'll stay up till 7 a.m. talking about everything and anything under the sun, and then in front of other people he acts like a completely different person. I don't get it. We play mind games with each other constantly and we've both made it very clear through our actions that we crave being with each other, but then he gets all distant. I retaliate by ignoring him in front of others, but I can see how hurt he feels and how angry he gets when I act happy around other people. I feel the same way when he does as well. It's super weird. I've told him how possessive and jealous I am of him and he seemed perfectly at ease with it, but he has yet to state how he feels about me. It makes me suspicious. Nothing physical has happened yet, but he gives me those sensual bedroom eyes (he's a Scorpio rising) that just drives me wild. I just have no idea what's going on and he'll never admit to how he feels about me. What do you guys think?To clarify, I just have NO idea what's going on in this relationship nor how to handle it. It's driving me INSANE. I can't even describe my level of obsession. It's so utterly unhealthy and I've actively tried to break out of it but it's so hard.
Here's our composite: http://i35.photobucket.com/albums/d190/bunnyboy12/compositecharrttt_zps630bd9e6.png
Also worth noting, his venus conjuncts composite sun and mercury. My sun and moon conjunct composite venus and my mars conjuncts composite moon.
In synastry we have moon/pluto double whammy, venus/pluto double whammy, mars square pluto EXACT (0 degree orb), mercury trine pluto, but we also have moon conjunct saturn, mars conjunct saturn, sun trine saturn, venus sextile mars, and sun & moon sextile each other.
Thanks for the help