posted February 19, 2014 01:39 PM            

surely enough, a few days later, i started noticing "connections" between him and his ex gf, such as posting things pertaining to her (secretly) in blog posts, and her responding to him, even using his name in one post. i confronted him about it, and he denied it saying i was "looking too much into things" and that "i was looking for something to start a fight". i literally felt in over my head. i wanted to break up with him because i just KNEW he was talking to her.. but yet i couldn't escape the relationship. i really, really wanted something serious to come of it.
of course, the relationship ended, and a week later, they were posting pictures together and dating again.
i should have just listened to the damn dream.

another time, i had a dream that i was in my great aunts house looking through drawers. the house is abandoned, btw. as i was looking through the drawers i found a hood, made up of a BEAUTIFUL, silky, see through type of fabric that was just sparkling and shining. it was literally the most gorgeous fabric i've ever seen before in my life. at the very head of the front of the hood, between the eyes, there was the planet symbol for mercury. there was also a tiny bag of the same fabric with little stones in them. a few were white, which i believe to be moon stone. the other color was a deep bold blue, and i sort of forgot the rest. i believe there was one more color, can't remember though. anyways, i told my mom about it the next day, and she told me that when each of my grandparents and great aunts/uncles died, they had all said that someone in a hood would visit them, and they would be completely covered head to toe with the fabric. i had never been told of this before, and i was.. well.. in a little bit of shock i guess. how did i have a dream of that? and it was so vivid. it felt like i was there. i got to a point in my dream where i started to control it a bit. i went to look around more, but then i woke up.