posted March 08, 2014 06:49 PM            

So exactly a month ago today me and my ex broke up. While I did really good not to contact him or really even think about him..all of a sudden one day last week he as on my mind all day.

At that point I decided I'd send him an email to tell him all of the things I wanted to say the day we broke up, but I was to angry to. I ended the email with basically saying that once I hit the send button, this chapter of my life would be closed. I even went and unblocked him from everything, but still will not talk to him directly. I know this sounds weird, but before I went to bed that night I said to myself that I wanted him to stop thinking about me or talking about me..because I didn't want him to be on my mind like that all day again..basically telling him to leave me alone..lol

The next day I woke up with this weird feeling of sadness..I can't explain it but it was a feeling of sadness associated with him..it was just an energy, hard to explain..but then I went about my day and my mind became pre-occupied with other things and I didn't think about him the rest of the week. I guess part of me wants to believe we still have a "psychic" connection.

I did our composite on astro.com and just discovered that we have moon trine neptune and Mercury trine neptune. I read that the first one could mean dreaming about each other and feeling what the other person is feeling..I think I'm a believer now, because I'd dream about him and he'd be sleeping right next to me. When we used to text a lot I'd be right in the middle of texting and before I could even finish his would pop up first..finishing a thought I had or along the same topic. I'm starting to miss him *sigh*..I'm really wondering (and I guess hoping) he's thinking about me too..but I also have to remember this is Neptune and it could all be one big illusion in my head and as far as I know he could hate me or hasn't even thought twice about me since the break up lol..oh well I don't plan on reaching out to him..not sure why but I just can't allow myself to do it.

posted March 08, 2014 07:03 PM            

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Originally posted by babybull82:
Hi all,

So exactly a month ago today me and my ex broke up. While I did really good not to contact him or really even think about him..all of a sudden one day last week he as on my mind all day.

At that point I decided I'd send him an email to tell him all of the things I wanted to say the day we broke up, but I was to angry to. I ended the email with basically saying that once I hit the send button, this chapter of my life would be closed. I even went and unblocked him from everything, but still will not talk to him directly. I know this sounds weird, but before I went to bed that night I said to myself that I wanted him to stop thinking about me or talking about me..because I didn't want him to be on my mind like that all day again..basically telling him to leave me alone..lol

The next day I woke up with this weird feeling of sadness..I can't explain it but it was a feeling of sadness associated with him..it was just an energy, hard to explain..but then I went about my day and my mind became pre-occupied with other things and I didn't think about him the rest of the week. I guess part of me wants to believe we still have a "psychic" connection.

I did our composite on astro.com and just discovered that we have moon trine neptune and Mercury trine neptune. I read that the first one could mean dreaming about each other and feeling what the other person is feeling..I think I'm a believer now, because I'd dream about him and he'd be sleeping right next to me. When we used to text a lot I'd be right in the middle of texting and before I could even finish his would pop up first..finishing a thought I had or along the same topic. I'm starting to miss him *sigh*..I'm really wondering (and I guess hoping) he's thinking about me too..but I also have to remember this is Neptune and it could all be one big illusion in my head and as far as I know he could hate me or hasn't even thought twice about me since the break up lol..oh well I don't plan on reaching out to him..not sure why but I just can't allow myself to do it.

Anyway..does this telepathy and all that fade away once the relationship is over or am I doomed to this wondering if he's thinking about me forever and having days where I'm obsessively thinking about him? lol

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posted March 08, 2014 07:30 PM            

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Originally posted by starmoon:
This is just natural break-up healing and has nothing to do with Neptune. Of course you'd relive memories and so would he, but that's because of a breakup. But Neptune effects do pass. I had the conjunction to venus both ways and it's been 6 months since we split; I don't think of him much anymore.

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Yea, I know you're right...I just need to be strong and let it go. After I sent that email I've had the urge to attempt to contact him..like send him something requiring a response..but I don't..he still has my house key though..so I guess if I ever really needed it back I'd have to ask for him to drop it off. Hope I won't ever actually need it..

Thanks.