posted March 09, 2014 01:47 PM
Been in relationship with this girl, she is a very strong type personalities, she never shows her vulnerability (maybe cz of her scorp ascendant).
Her prev relationship was with a triple scorp(sun, moon,mercury,)
from what i've got from her, her previous man was a psychological vampire, draining her energy out, by numerous cheating and keep coming back.now this is her chart,
http://i1344.photobucket.com/albums/p660/uranus1602/astro_w2at_02_sadas_hp6301180001_zpsaba8bdd4.gif
and here's my chart
http://i1344.photobucket.com/albums/p660/uranus1602/astro_w2at_01_fds_fds_hp6278832703_zps1cb022c0.gif
Been a year of draining energy relationship with her,
i literally isolate myself, and herself from the world, even my family, parent, brother and sister. never get my enthusiasm at my work. it's this extreme feeling of fear, fear to losing her.
Never got an idea of who is likely the victim, i am or her. cz she never shows vulnerability, i never feel that she has the same feeling towards me, it's only me that insecure, NOT HER.
I have this 'prophecy-like feeling' that somehow, she is still connected to her ex,(dunno why, i just believe a triple scorp would possibly absorb her to an extreme deep level)and only USING ME as a media for her bounce back to him.
I'm scared to move further, while other way, i've fallen deeply to her,
was it just my pisces mercury that become so paranoid or it's really something in her chart that possibly be a psychological vampire somehow?
really need the help and thanks, a LOT <3