posted March 11, 2014 01:28 PM            

It doesn't help I have Saturn and Venus in 4th conjunct each other. I'm extra sensitive to this criticism, Neptune in 3rd squaring my libra asc. I feel as though I carry the weight of the world in public, and any slight "funny" looks I receive hurts me so bad, like my reputation is being attacked. Being a libra asc I want to please others and want acceptance but I feel the public denies this with me so I constantly feel Imbalanced.

I'm thinking of becoming a freelance artist and building my self worth because I don't feel I fit the mainstream lifestyle of 9-5.n

posted March 11, 2014 05:26 PM            

Maybe we can go on this journey together!

I think people don't really care that much about 'us', if we are different or whatever. It is 'us' that cares and thinks we are being judged because we are in our own heads.

It's time for us to change the record to more a positive one, hang out with people who give us positive (though truthful & constructive) feedback and let the people who constantly snipe and criticize behind up.

This is what I'm seeing I need to do. I have two "friends" (frenimies???) who keep criticizing me while they smile. It's getting tiring.

posted March 12, 2014 10:25 AM            

I often got into trouble with authority figures because they feel threatened by unconventional ways. My independent and strong willed nature just blazed my own path without a care, though there sure to be plenty of obstructions along the way, especially as I am still in the early phase of my career.

YET...

I have also found that I seem to attract strangers who would spend hours talking to me about their life stories. I'm not sure if I was of any help at all, but speaking out in itself does heal even if it's just in a tiny way. This, in turn, leads me to towards a career change into a more community oriented career, which I feel more fulfilling than my previous jobs.

Chiron in 10th may indicate a wound from the authority/public/society, but it can also means 'healing' those abandoned by the society.

I do have issues with criticisms too (chiron sq sun) and I notice I tend to be self critical on myself. The other day I was just thinking of working for the animals instead, like the RSPCA. I could do with days of no harsh words, instead indulging myself with those adorable furry things.