AnastasiyaEnchanted Knowflake Posts: 212 From: Canada Registered: Aug 2013
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posted March 20, 2014 08:36 PM
I became best friends with a girl that has not made friends since she came to Canada a couple years ago. We hit it off immediately and shared deep conversations together that had a lot of laughs and positivity. We would spend all of our time together gripping our stomachs from laughing so much. We had a lot in common too. Then about 2 years in time she became critical towards everything I did and said. She would say that everything I said or joked about made her turn inside out. She would always point out how she is so hard working and would achieve so much in her life while I am so care free and should get my act together if I want anything for myself. We would try to talk through our problems and work it out since we both agreed we want to be friends. I tried to be more mature around her like I promised I would but things didn't seem to change. Eventually she hurt my self esteem badly with her comments of my immaturity and how I have changed as a person for the worse since she met me. Every now and then she would purposely ignore me but at the end should would always come back to me saying how I am the best friend she ever had and how she doesn't want to lose me. Finally, she moved. I was sad but kind of relieved because I felt more free. She messages me sometimes saying how grateful she is that I accepted her as she was and how no other friend could measure up to me. So, as I said before her friendship made me feel terrible about myself. I feel that I am never good enough now. Do you think that you can see what happened in our synastry chart? Why did everything start out so good and end so bad?I am on the inside and she is on the outside without a correct birth time. IP: Logged |