posted April 06, 2014 01:13 PM            

Nothing came out of it, but it was a very intense Neptunian crush for me.

We actually met for the first rehearsals of a musical we did in school. He was playing the piano, I was in the chorus. How fitting! LOL

It`s always the musicians and the actors that break my heart.

This was the fm - ignore the angles, though we met in the late afternoon/ early evening, so it was just when Moon was changing signs, from 29 Libra to 1 SCorpio. (and therefore falling onto my uranus-Union-conjunction).

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This is the synastry of fm with my chart (me inside).

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This is the syn with his chart (again ignore all angles)

posted April 06, 2014 01:37 PM            

° triple conjunction of Neptune-JUNO-NN from 14-16 Capricorn

° Sun sextile Pluto exact, with ERIS (goddess of discord and disruption) opposing the Sun/Pluto-mp exact

°! ALMA opposing Sun exact and trining Pluto exact

° The thing that noone can miss in this chart KARMA conjunct PHOLUS on 29 Cancer exact

possibly making a T-square with VALENTINE on 27 Cap/ Saturn on 0 Aquarius and Moon on 29 Libra

Saturn is woven into a pattern, and it lasted a long time, that crush, I think at least 2 years, until he left school, and some time later I actually wrote him a letter (not about my feelings, but about a creative project I had the idea to and was basically tentatively asking if he was interested in a creative collaboration; he wrote back to me a few weeks later, in which he politely declined the offer, and basically wishing me a good life. At least the guy knew how to reject someone with STYLE).

° Venus conjunct PSYCHE, but relatively unaspected

° Mercury conjunct Jupiter

° isolated Mars-Uranus-square

° Yod of Neptune/Juno/NN sextile ALMA with VESTA at the Apex - yeah, Vesta seems to have always been important. lol

° speaking of her; VESTA exactly trine EROS
° EROS square AMOR and AMOR quinkunx VESTA

Doesn`t look to shabby actually, so why did it not lead to anything?
Shame I do not know the angles.

Well triggered my chart:

° EROS opposite my KARMA

° Moon conjunct my Uranus-UNION, and Saturn-VALENTINE squaring my Uranus-UNION

° Uranus conjunct my Venus (3 degrees)

° Neptune/Juno/NN opposite my Saturn, the conjunction of FM SN to my Saturn was exact to 5 minutes of orb!
maybe I sort of blocked something there

° AMOR and ALMA conjunct my JUNO
Sun opposite my JUNO

° DESTINN opposite my AMOR

°! VESTA opposite my Moon

° Mars conjunct my MC-Pluto

how the fm chart triggerd his nata

° Sun opposite his ALMA
ALMA conjunct his ALMA

° Moon possibly conj. his Uranus and opp. his DESTINNJ

° Mercury-Jupiter opp. his Venus

° Mars conjunct his Pluto, opposite his KARMA

° Pluto opp. his AMOR

° Eris conj. his Sun

posted April 06, 2014 01:53 PM            

AFter many many years I met the guy (actor of course. lol) I had been thinking of as my tf (Though I did not know the word for it back then). Though at the time we met, I was quite cynical about the whole thing as a matter of fact. But meeting him was, I donīt know, it felt like wrapping things up somehow. I also asked him - impulsively- if Im ight shake his hand to thank him (he thought I was talking of the performance, but as a matter of fact I was thanking him for so much more than that; even today I think of him as my Near Twin or guardian soulmate and he will always hold a special place in my heart, but I also feel like we are "clear" ).

Anyway not only did he agreed to shake my hand, but he apparently forgot to let go of it; I was the first coming back to my senses as it seems and withdrawing my hand again (you do not shake a hand for several minutes, do you? lol)
To be honest it felt as if two halves had come together. It was creepy to say the least.
But I think what I really felt was just the clearing of Karma or something like that. I have no clue. It was weird. At that time I thought he was gay (turned out just last year that aparently he simply doesn`t like to make a clear choice for or against one gender. ).

And when I went away, and he got surrounded by his fans (for some reason they had kept their distance, when we were talking, or actually we did not really say that much, just shook hands and gazed into each others eyes. lol), and when I cast him a final glance before turning the corner, he was still standing there in the crowd looking after me. My friend who was with me noticed it and said: "What the **** just happened there?"

Well,I think on a soul level we were, I don`t know what exactly we did, but it felt like it was important and it was good and freeing.

Anyway of course it did not lead to anything. And it wasn`t supposed to. And as much as I felt a soulrecognition and deep affection for him, I also knew at that moment that there was no romantic attraction on my part.

this time the time is right.

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posted April 06, 2014 02:01 PM            

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syn with his chart

posted April 06, 2014 03:18 PM            

I think your Neptune conjunct your NN/ASC is really pulling you towards the "final meeting" with the man of your dreams, as if your soul is half here, in the terrestrial plane, the other half is a angel.

posted April 06, 2014 03:39 PM            

"think your Neptune conjunct your NN/ASC is really pulling you towards the "final meeting" with the man of your dreams,"
thank you.

" as if your soul is half here, in the terrestrial plane, the other half is a angel"
Interesting you say that. Actually the asteroid ANGEL is on 7 Sag, exactly on my ASC and conj. my Neptune-NN by 2 degrees.

"It's amazing how Vesta always pops up."
Yes, it is, isn`T it?

posted April 06, 2014 04:40 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:

So how to combine Lust with Neptune-Angel?

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Good question. I think it adds to the magnetic pull.

posted April 06, 2014 04:50 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
What do you mean by "fascination/ magnetic" pull?

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posted April 06, 2014 04:54 PM            

well personally I am very drawn to ADONIS-synastry, but then again my ADONIS is on 27 Libra conjunct UNION on 29 Libra, and Dr ADONIS right on my Moon, so maybe it is just personal for me.

It just made me, i don`t know, smile, when a few years ago I realized that the two men who had magnetized me the most had their Moon conjunct and opposite my ADONIS exactly.

posted April 06, 2014 05:06 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
I suppose for men APHRODITE could mean that.
For women maybe ADONIS then?

well personally I am very drawn to ADONIS-synastry, but then again my ADONIS is on 27 Libra conjunct UNION on 29 Libra, and Dr ADONIS right on my Moon, so maybe it is just personal for me.

It just made me, i don`t know, smile, when a few years ago I realized that the two men who had magnetized me the most had their Moon conjunct and opposite my ADONIS exactly.

Then I met Mr Sag and his Moon sextiles my ADONIS exactly. It`s just hilarious.

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Let me see if I understand it correctly:

For a woman, her Adonis.
For a man, his Aphrodite.

posted April 06, 2014 05:28 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
That wsa my thought. I can be utterly wrong though.

Do you know the myth of Aphrodite and adonis? or Venus and Adonis?

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posted May 25, 2014 08:50 AM            

I just checked the Composite against the Transits at the first meeting moment with my crush , and i can understand the immediate *face slap* effect it had at that moment .

TR Pluto apparently was smack down on Comp Venus.
TR Alma was on Cp Venus
TR Venus was on Cp Alma
TR Amor was on Cp Valentine

posted May 25, 2014 10:48 AM            

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
bump for Interpersonal Astrology

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