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Topic: Do you feel the burn?
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Dancing Maenad
Knowflake Posts: 586
From: The Harvest
Registered: Mar 2014
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posted April 14, 2014 04:46 PM
  
Well, April 14th has happened. Tension is building up. I find myself wanting a position that could open a LOT of doors for me professionally and I can feel it slipping through my fingers because my 2 bosses are going at war with each other (again!) and I'm as usual collateral damage, as well as others but right now I care a whole lot more about the effect it will have on me. I cannot see how to avoid it and I REALLY REALLY want that position! I feel like I'm gonna get squashed between their humongous egos and I just wanna bang their two heads together instead.
I was feeling peaceful until this position came up. Now I am told to let others handle MY professional future and I don't want to!Aries Sun 13 degress.. One of my bosses is a Cancer, the other is a Libra  Have I ever mentioned how obnoxious other Cardinal signs are to me (other than my own)? Now is seriously not a good time to square or oppose me!  What about you guys? Are you feeling the burn yet? ------------------
~the raving one dancing in the nude~ IP: Logged |
Solar_Leo_Queen
Knowflake Posts: 989
From: Planet Earth
Registered: Jan 2014
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posted April 14, 2014 04:58 PM
Yeah, I just noticed my mood switched drastically from being ultimately happy to somewhat depressed. I'm so frustrated about a lot of things like me not being able to go to that trip my school is going to at NYC and just annoying people in general. I've been real cranky this morning and I almost blew up on my friends since they were starting to get irritating. I'm also frustrated about my love life and school. Like, everything just feels all tangled up and there's no way out. Last week was actually a better week, but way to start this week with a horrible Monday. Plus, there's this stupid rainy weather.IP: Logged |
Faith
Knowflake Posts: 7071
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Registered: Jul 2011
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posted April 14, 2014 05:02 PM
Actually, yes. I just came here to report "from the trenches" though I'm sorry to hear about your frustration, too, DM. Hope you get your promotion even if it doesn't look especially promising right now.I have a cardinal t-square in the mid degrees (sun-Pluto-Jupiter); tr Chiron is on my moon and tr sun is on my Chiron; tr Saturn on my NN. So bad it's almost funny. I'm actually finding this influx of tension a little invigorating, it's loosening up some energetic stagnation I've had, but I worry about where everything is headed. Basically, I don't trust myself to make any big decisions...while I'm feeling extremely impulsive and wanting to re-make the world. Chilling out, listening to music really helps...I'm savoring every bit of normality these days.  IP: Logged |
Dancing Maenad
Knowflake Posts: 586
From: The Harvest
Registered: Mar 2014
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posted April 14, 2014 05:03 PM
I agree about the no way out feeling! That is how I feel sometimes and it's chocking me. I want that position especially because it's my ticket out of here and I can just feel the bitter taste of losing it and finding myself stuck here with these 2. No way in hell! They don't want me to go and people are planning my future like they have the right to!  ARGH! Have to grin my teeth a few more months. Even without this job, I am still going even if I have to crawl! ------------------
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Dancing Maenad
Knowflake Posts: 586
From: The Harvest
Registered: Mar 2014
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posted April 14, 2014 05:07 PM
Faith, I also agree about mobilizing stagnant energy! It was invigorating at first, very empowering, but now I feel like I'm being stretched too thin and it's starting to hurt. Nothing bad happened but I'm anxious! Also need to find a dr I can trust and fingers crossed I don't have cancer as I suspect. All in all this little tantrum has been a tiny escape from the other worry. Basically, my biggest problem is anxiety right now. That is what's burning me at present. I have not lost the position and have not received a cancer diagnosis. It's the anticipation that burns. ------------------
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Faith
Knowflake Posts: 7071
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Registered: Jul 2011
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posted April 14, 2014 05:25 PM
*Hug* for you, DM.  edit: It's hard for me to talk about cancer...just saying, I know where you are coming from. Hopefully, everything will turn out just fine. IP: Logged |
sag_stellium
Knowflake Posts: 113
From: Washington, DC
Registered: Mar 2014
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posted April 14, 2014 08:41 PM
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Originally posted by Dancing Maenad:
Basically, my biggest problem is anxiety right now. That is what's burning me at present. I have not lost the position and have not received a cancer diagnosis. It's the anticipation that burns.
Hope that diagnosis comes back negative! This lunar eclipse will be on my descendant. 5 more hours before it happens. I'm experiencing stress in some of my one on one relationships. Friends: 1 female best friend is most likely eclipsing herself out. It's not dramatic but it's not necessary at all, so it's disappointing. Relationships/men: I had positive changes on 3/14 and 3/21, but I'm not sure if that was T-1 month, or if it was something unrelated. I dumped someone else a few weeks ago (long difficult history), and there's some left over confusion from that. I really want all my relate stuff to be resolved with this eclipse on descendant. I'm tired of not knowing what's going on. It's taken a toll on me. I
And um the website is misbehaving. I can't read a word of what I'm typing. Here's hoping clicking on submit will make it readable.
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Primarose220
Knowflake Posts: 353
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Registered: Aug 2012
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posted April 14, 2014 08:55 PM
Hi,Well I don't know. I am a Pisces Sun, with an Aries Mars and Venus: @ 13, and 14 degrees. I had three bosses one was a Scorpio, I think he passed. The two other are cardinal, Capricorn and Cancer, I think they were all close to the same age. IP: Logged |
hannaramaa
Knowflake Posts: 6972
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Registered: Nov 2011
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posted April 14, 2014 09:20 PM
I'm just glad I took the 15th off of work! I'm giving myself a lot of me-time from work this month because it's been driving me crazy. I notice lately I've been more irritated than usual because a two-month old situation. And I've been getting rid of a lot of my stuff like books I never read, music books, DVDs. Definitely embracing the minimalist lifestyle as much as possible.IP: Logged |
Venusian Moon
Knowflake Posts: 1738
From: Nyc
Registered: Feb 2013
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posted April 15, 2014 02:40 AM
I am too. Especially tonight. Im pretty sure its the eclipse and pms combined. Sucks 
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Venusian Moon
Knowflake Posts: 1738
From: Nyc
Registered: Feb 2013
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posted April 15, 2014 02:42 AM
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Originally posted by Dancing Maenad:
Faith, I also agree about mobilizing stagnant energy! It was invigorating at first, very empowering, but now I feel like I'm being stretched too thin and it's starting to hurt. Nothing bad happened but I'm anxious! Also need to find a dr I can trust and fingers crossed I don't have cancer as I suspect. All in all this little tantrum has been a tiny escape from the other worry. Basically, my biggest problem is anxiety right now. That is what's burning me at present. I have not lost the position and have not received a cancer diagnosis. It's the anticipation that burns.
Im sorry <3 IP: Logged |
rorrr
Knowflake Posts: 167
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Registered: Oct 2010
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posted April 15, 2014 11:26 PM
It will pass!!! Hugs to you guys xxxxWhat sign & placement are your planets? IP: Logged |
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