posted May 22, 2014 07:15 AM
Hi magicspells, nice to see you.I have that same aspect. A few others on here do, too. Not sure they'll comment.
I can relate to what you described, more or less.
I have a Gemini ASC and a Virgo Moon (Scorpio Sun, which is also at odds with the Gemini).
Basically, I have several different "me's" that I use depending on the situation I'm in. I am definitely moody but most of the time it goes completely unnoticed unless I talk about it (which I never do IRL, only online).
I come across as a pretty laid-back and easy to talk to person; however on closer inspection I'm quite critical of people and don't let them in easily. I am very selective when it comes to who knows what I'm about, and more of a loner/asocial type, despite my engaging/sociable "façade."
So I have conflicting sides that are at odds with each other and make it hard for me to have a stable, coherent sense of self.
I used to think of it as "fake me" and "real me" but it's not really right. It's more of a "me n°1" and "me n°2," etc. I am almost always genuine in my interactions, it's just that I don't always have the same behavior or needs.