posted May 29, 2014 04:33 PM            

The agony was there. And is still with me but I think I learned to control it a bit.

Pluto conjunct ascendant; I did not loose any good friends but superficial ones disappeared from the scenery of my life. I was into nightlife and had many party acaquaintances, not any more. Life interfered and I had to leave. Because I did not choose it, it hurt so much. But now it does not even feel like a loss...

Also, the level of my intensity skyrocketed during that time and the vibe I was giving "don't mess with me or I'll eat you" and people were intimidated by me. I am 45kilos by the way

It is in my nature to be a mystery but at the time of conjunctions it doubled up. And for some people it was too much.

But please bear in mind that I have Pluto square ascendant, sun, mercury & venus nataly. So the transits were in full effect.