posted June 23, 2014 03:40 PM            

Going back in time, thinking about the very few men I have genuinely liked, liked alot (not my usual Charlie-bull crap), but for whatever reason nothing has happened between us other than friendship. Shortly following there has been a Mercury rx and I have ALWAYS met a different guy then, in the weirdest possible ways such as carwash, grocery store, bar, car mechanic, hair salon etc etc etc and there has been attraction galore BUT, they always seem to just fade away and what remains is me and the realization that the feelings for the guy I genuinely like are stronger than ever. I don't know what this means but it just struck me..

It's as if Mercury (sleight of hands or brains in this case) tries to lure me away from my true feelings by "handing me" another man, saying "hey, those feelings you think are true, are not".