posted July 04, 2014 11:52 PM            

My fibromyalgia even flared up the worst it has in years. It's as if EVERYTHING was 'warning' me.

What do you guys think?

And, PROGRESSED, for another angle:

posted July 05, 2014 12:24 AM            

tMARS on nSUN/PLUTO?
tSUN on nLACHESIS?

tURA traveling n8H with tPANDORA opposite nSUN conjunct tMARS 0° ???

Honestly? Nobody wants to say, 'I'm glad you're such a paranoid Virgo Ascendant, Indigo?'

posted July 05, 2014 12:51 AM            

Today was a sort of 'last lap' of it; with SUN opp PLUTO, and MARS square URA.

posted July 05, 2014 01:41 AM            

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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
Huh. You have the transits hitting you strong, too? Were you affected by the Cardinal Cross?

Today was a sort of 'last lap' of it; with SUN opp PLUTO, and MARS square URA.

Volatile stuff.

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I have a Cancer Sun, Venus, Mercury, Ceres
Libra Pluto
Capricorn Moon
Lilith Aries
Virgo Asc, Mars

posted July 05, 2014 01:53 AM            

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Originally posted by DeepFreeze:
I saw Virgo and said "ah-ha". LOL

I'm not knowledgeable enough to REALLY dig.
I have three virgo planets and I can't stand it when people are reckless with fireworks.
I mean if they want to risk themselves that's their own idiotic problem. But don't risk everyone else.

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posted July 05, 2014 01:56 AM            

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Originally posted by charlie:
I have a Cancer Sun, Venus, Mercury, Ceres
Libra Pluto
Capricorn Moon
Lilith Aries
Virgo Asc, Mars

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posted July 05, 2014 03:09 AM            

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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
You're under some heavy squares. And transit URA-PANDORA's in your 8H, too.

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posted July 05, 2014 01:32 PM            

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Originally posted by charlie:
What would it imply that I have Lilith, Pandora, Hidalgo in Aries 8H?

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posted July 05, 2014 04:08 PM            

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Originally posted by fireopal09:
Black Sabbath's "Paranoid" just popped into my head space. It is one of my anxiety (Virgo Asc) anthems

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posted July 06, 2014 02:20 AM            

Indigo, I was born a few weeks after you, so many of our placements are close, but some of the alignments are remarkable. My ASC is 18'02 Aquarius, and my Vertex is 11'11 Virgo. My N Node is in the 6th, S Node in the 12th, your nodal house placements reversed. My Moon/Pluto/Lilith conjuncts your Sun/Pluto/Lilith, and your Mercury conjuncts my Sun and Karma. Also, my IC/MC axis is on 1'40 Gemini/Sagittarius. Not to mention that I'm from Texas, and I've had family living in Dallas, Phoenix and L.A. at various points. You posted a composite some time ago between you and a friend that was born a few weeks after me, and the composite looked eerily like my natal. I did a double take when I looked at it.

I have also been diagnosed with Fibromyalgia, although I have my doubts. I was previously diagnosed with Sjogrens Syndrome in 2008, and then Lupus in 2012, and I think my symptoms are the result of these specific antibodies. Although many of the rheumatic and nuerological symptoms tend to "crossover" between these various diseases. I suspect my doctor tried to give me the Fibromyalgia diagnosis to get me on the recently approved drug regimen as some sort of lab rat. Several years ago, most doctors claimed Fibromyalgia was a disease made up by hypochondriacs because they did not have an approved drug to treat the so called "disease", or a definitive test for diagnosis. Now there is an approved drug(or several) to treat it, and my doctor was sooooo insistent that I had Fibromyalgia. I have yet to find a rhuematologist that is anything more than a prescription drug pusher. I'm considered the patient from hell because I ask too many questions, and always prefer the holistic approach over prescriptions. At one point in time I was taking at least 5 different prescriptions, and getting worse as each day passed. I have experienced for myself that I am healthier off of the drugs, so that is how I intend to stay. Okay, rant over!

I hope you're feeling better now. Never underestimate the power that your mind and emotions have to both destroy and to heal your own body. That's one I've had to learn the hard way over the years, but these types of dis-eases are clearly psychosomatic. That plays into the whole 6th/12th nodal axis too. The health of your body is dependent on the health of your spirit, I think that's true for everyone, but it seems to be a key theme in my life. I have learned from being very sick, and near death several years ago that I have healing abilities, that I may one day be able to channel to others. For now, I'm using it to heal myself. It's similar to what Edgar Cayce experienced. Most of my insights come through during various states of consciousness, which I'm beginning to be able to differentiate. I've even traveled through my own veins during sleep and made "repairs" to damaged cells. Apparently this is a thing that others have experienced, and it involves higher chakra activation. I just thought I was having weird lucid dreams, but I'm convinced there's much more to this than dreaming. I'm still learning to direct this energy, and trying to make sense of this magical world we live in.

Anyways, I hope you get well soon.