posted July 06, 2014 08:48 PM
I have an ascendant conjunct Pluto, opposite my Venus/Jupiter/Juno.I hate asking for help. I usually like to go it alone. I can be the life of the party, but also prefer my solitude as well.
I HATED group projects in school. ******* detested them... Ugh...
It all comes down to relying on people. I've realized if you want it done right, or how you want it, do it yourself. Otherwise you'll just be disappointed.
The only person I can really have faith in is my mom and my significant other. Even then, I try not to idealize my partner too much and accept his foibles, because even he will disappoint me. He's human.
I'm hardest on myself.
Sorry for the ramble. I realize it makes me really discriminating in whom I choose to surround myself with. It's one thing I DO have control over.