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Topic: North Node Aquarius/SN Leo
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darksoul18
Knowflake Posts: 342
From: Mercury
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted July 15, 2014 03:02 AM
  
Need help. Relationships are suffering. 1 + 2 = 3 <<---- completely irrelevant. (No one cares) Please help. I guess I'm just an idiot. Either that or I'm just dumb. Perhaps even just completely and ridiculously (insert synonym here for dumb). (anything will work..Look... okay.... alrite....grass should be green and the sky is blue. (if you tell me the sky isn't really blue I will throw a Kleenex box at your head)(the blue sky thing was just used for hypothetical reasons)(Oh, and if you are wondering why I said a Kleenex box, I was just looking around the room and saw it) I have no idea why the hell I like chocolate milk so much. Oh, and lemonade is totally awesome too . <<--- (also irrelevant) Hopefully you are seeing a pattern here. If you haven't I will hit you in the head with a full box of pizza (no I would never do that) I don't know why I can't figure this **** out. Is my aggravation expressed? Have I not completely expressed my frustration with this North Node placement? Hopefully I have. I'll add in another irrelevant line just to make sure I'm expressing my annoyance of this placement. Alright, here we go.... my favorite animal is well... I can't decide damnit. Maybe a wolf? Yeah, probably a wolf, definitely a dog at the least. <<--- Once again.... absolutely incredibly irrelevant. Now by knowing these facts about me, can someone help me out here? (totally kidding about the facts thing) If there is one thing you need to realize is just to disregard whatever bull schit you just read of mine and try to stay on the topic at hand. Thanks for your cooperation. Any advice will help. I'm sick and tired of feeling like an outcast around my family and friends. Thank you. Have a great night/day and thanks for reading this ridiculous ******** . Seriously, any help appreciated. Any. alrite IP: Logged |
jjj
Knowflake Posts: 346
From:
Registered: Aug 2009
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posted July 15, 2014 03:58 AM
I have the same placement and I feel the same way, constantly, as if I am outcast and no-one cares.We are supposed to start caring about others first... I ve tried. Doesnt help much in personal relationships. Ours sounds like mother Theresa placement. I plan doing voluntary work next year. On the personal level nothing ever happens anyway. IP: Logged |
Swift Freeze
Moderator Posts: 626
From: One World
Registered: Nov 2009
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posted July 15, 2014 04:45 AM
You're right, you don't make any sense. I also have these nodes, so maybe we can all be outcasts together! Although, we probably couldn't be outcasts anymore if we did... It's all perception, everything is perception, but people do treat you differently. I'm sure there are millions of people who feel alone and isolated it's not a problem unique to NN Aqua SN Leo. Although you could perhaps argue that a Leo SN is used to being in the spotlight and Aqua NN is so far away from that it is unfamiliar and cold. I'm sure you could draw parallels for each sign. Aries me me me! Libra us us us... I'm sure I used to care at some point. That is no longer the case. Alone, or not. It makes no difference to me. There is only so much energy you can give outwardly, or that others can take from you. ------------------
Learn lots. Don't judge. Laugh for no reason. Be nice. Seek Happiness. Follow your dreams. IP: Logged |
next to neptune
Knowflake Posts: 1779
From: The Moon
Registered: Aug 2013
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posted July 15, 2014 04:50 AM
lol I have this! And I have no freakin adea what you're talking about?I don't get it? What is exactly the problem with this placement? Throughout your live, you will probably just learn how to get even more weird and an outsider, cause you're gonna be more and more aqua-like with aqua NN - but at the same time you will learn how to be in a group, how much teamwork means to you and how much it means to you to belong in a group… or am I wrong? IP: Logged |
Selene
Knowflake Posts: 835
From:
Registered: Apr 2013
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posted July 15, 2014 05:02 AM
I have this and i struggle with it as well. In my case it is a double.. because my Aquarius NN is in my 5th house (naturally ruled by Leo) and SN in 11th (naturally ruled by Aqua)... Go figure what do i have to do to find a balance. LOL. IP: Logged |
darksoul18
Knowflake Posts: 342
From: Mercury
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted July 15, 2014 08:53 PM
I was just expressing my frustration with not being able to connect with people. That's why I put all of that stuff that didn't make any sense.IP: Logged |
amelia28
Moderator Posts: 3499
From: AC conjunct Jupiter-Uranus
Registered: Aug 2011
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posted July 15, 2014 08:59 PM
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Originally posted by darksoul18:
Need help. Relationships are suffering. 1 + 2 = 3 <<---- completely irrelevant. (No one cares) Please help. I guess I'm just an idiot. Either that or I'm just dumb. Perhaps even just completely and ridiculously (insert synonym here for dumb). (anything will work..Look... okay.... alrite....grass should be green and the sky is blue. (if you tell me the sky isn't really blue I will throw a Kleenex box at your head)(the blue sky thing was just used for hypothetical reasons)(Oh, and if you are wondering why I said a Kleenex box, I was just looking around the room and saw it) I have no idea why the hell I like chocolate milk so much. Oh, and lemonade is totally awesome too . <<--- (also irrelevant) Hopefully you are seeing a pattern here. If you haven't I will hit you in the head with a full box of pizza (no I would never do that) I don't know why I can't figure this **** out. Is my aggravation expressed? Have I not completely expressed my frustration with this North Node placement? Hopefully I have. I'll add in another irrelevant line just to make sure I'm expressing my annoyance of this placement. Alright, here we go.... my favorite animal is well... I can't decide damnit. Maybe a wolf? Yeah, probably a wolf, definitely a dog at the least. <<--- Once again.... absolutely incredibly irrelevant. Now by knowing these facts about me, can someone help me out here? (totally kidding about the facts thing) If there is one thing you need to realize is just to disregard whatever bull schit you just read of mine and try to stay on the topic at hand. Thanks for your cooperation. Any advice will help. I'm sick and tired of feeling like an outcast around my family and friends. Thank you. Have a great night/day and thanks for reading this ridiculous ******** . Seriously, any help appreciated. Any. alrite
LOL........... Love it, you seem like my kind of person; interesting and creative.
ADD:
I have venus/mars in Leo 23 degrees and 24 degrees...
and Saturn and pluto in the 11th... IP: Logged |
darksoul18
Knowflake Posts: 342
From: Mercury
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted July 15, 2014 09:59 PM
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Originally posted by amelia28:
LOL...........Love it, you seem like my kind of person; interesting and creative.
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I have venus/mars in Leo 23 degrees and 24 degrees...
and Saturn and pluto in the 11th...
Yeah, highly doubt it. I can't even connect with my own family and friends let alone some random person, and I have no idea what those placements/houses mean. IP: Logged |
ail221
Moderator Posts: 4499
From: Hanging Gardens of Babylon
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted July 15, 2014 10:07 PM
I have this placement and it's conjunct my IC/Midheaven and on my Mercury, yeah it's frustrating. Sometimes I feel as if I have to make a extra effort to connect with people and even when I feel as if I have made a effort to connect with people they don't feel it. SHRUG Their lost.IP: Logged |
darksoul18
Knowflake Posts: 342
From: Mercury
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted July 15, 2014 10:28 PM
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Originally posted by ail221:
I have this placement and it's conjunct my IC/Midheaven and on my Mercury, yeah it's frustrating. Sometimes I feel as if I have to make a extra effort to connect with people and even when I feel as if I have made a effort to connect with people they don't feel it. SHRUG Their lost.
I try to fully absorb everything a person is saying and it's still hard, maybe because I'm not expressing myself truthfully but idk. I can't stand encounters where I feel like I can't be myself. I know nothing is perfect though. IP: Logged |
darksoul18
Knowflake Posts: 342
From: Mercury
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted July 15, 2014 10:29 PM
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Originally posted by darksoul18:
I try to fully absorb everything a person is saying and it's still hard, maybe because I'm not expressing myself truthfully but idk. I can't stand encounters where I feel like I can't be myself. I feel like what's the point if both parties aren't receiving enjoyment. I know nothing is perfect though.
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darksoul18
Knowflake Posts: 342
From: Mercury
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted July 15, 2014 10:32 PM
Damnit....sorry ^^^ i tried to edit my postIP: Logged |
Azurenite
Knowflake Posts: 82
From:
Registered: Jun 2013
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posted July 17, 2014 01:06 AM
I have this placement. NN Aquarius 8th house. I've felt disconnected as well, especially growing up but now I have a lot of Aquarians in my life, whether it's Sun or moon or Venus. I know they are going to teach me things I don't know already so my mind is open when I'm around them. That has helped me feel connected to others. I notice these Aqua types are very "group" conscience. All of their dealings are with "groups' of people in mind as opposed to being self serving. This is the lesson of Aquarius NN. IP: Logged |
arcturiann
Knowflake Posts: 404
From: Titan
Registered: Jun 2013
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posted July 18, 2014 02:42 AM
I have this in first house. One thing ive read that I agree with is that no matter how much recognition, praise or attention leo SN people get, the will never feel like its enough, it will feel like this bottomless pit where no matter how much affection and recognition is recieved it will feel like nothing. Of course because the lesson is learning detatchment, and not giving a **** what other people think about at all! I know this is especially true for me with NN in the 1st. Think about how aquarians really don't give a f', it's what makes them unique. I've given up trying to look for that recognition or acceptance from others and just go with the flow, be myself and not worry about whether or not it's going to bother someone or ruin my image/ IP: Logged |
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