posted July 27, 2014 07:45 AM            

Two luminaries shedding light on a difficult problem I'm trying to by-pass, unsuccessfully. I had to sigh my way into accepting I need do the unthinkable - confront my abuser/Nessus (father/Saturn) - if I want to get unstuck (Leo is fixed) and make progress in relationships/7H. And oddly it all has to do with karma (Saturn rules 12H) and appearance (as well as Asc).

This was pretty unequivocal.

How did the New Moon treat YOU?

posted July 27, 2014 08:15 AM            

New Moon in the 4th for me, not too far away from my IC. Lowest, most private and hidden point in the chart (although all Water houses are sorta this way).

I should mention: it's in square with tMars... at a critical degree in Scorpio. Conjunct my Jupiter in late Libra - Jupiter rules my 7H/8H.

I had a meltdown last night related to the themes of the 8H, and consequently, of the 7H (interestingly, not the other way around).

This basically sums it up: "Two luminaries shedding light on a difficult problem I'm trying to by-pass, unsuccessfully."

posted July 27, 2014 03:40 PM            

This was in my 1st but on the 2nd house cusp, nicely aspected mostly.. after struggling for what felt like forever just to find a part time job (that will actually pay some bills), I finally got one yesterday that pays a lot more than what I was expecting I'd be able to get. The new moon fell close to my Venus-jupiter, and I also went on a date that was a lot more fun than I was expecting it to be lol

posted July 27, 2014 05:12 PM            

I was born with Jupiter in Leo in the 12th so I thought it would be easy going, but yesterday was tense. I lost my temper a few times over stuff I had bottled in for weeks. That could have been PMS though. ???

Or Chiron? It was making aspect with my Venus yesterday and today...

Moon square Uranus
Moon square MC
Moon trine Neptune
Moon sextile Pluto
Moon square Chiron
Moon trine Moon

posted July 27, 2014 05:23 PM            

Doux, yes, I forgot about the square to t-Mars, it's conjunct my Saturn and makes it all even more painfully accurate.

I've started feeling it 2-3 days before and even today in the aftermath, it's still not completely gone.

Now that t-Saturn went direct, it's applying to oppose my natal Venus, for the 3rd time, giving me the feeling that I am utterly alone and I cannot or should not count on anyone.

Who knew this year would turn out to be so ****** ?

posted July 27, 2014 05:26 PM            

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Originally posted by sweet-scorpion:
The New Moon is in my 8th and directly square my Mercury today. Not an easy afternoon, lol... but a productive one, in terms of self-reflection. Since the shift I've been thinking more about my mental/emotional health and I'm researching different treatment options today.

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That's great! Good for you, S-S!

posted July 27, 2014 05:33 PM            

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Originally posted by Dancing Maenad:
That's great! Good for you, S-S!

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Thank you. It's a process, but I won't give up!

posted July 28, 2014 12:03 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I feel so repulsive again - I think the past few years have screwed me up. I'm tired of people making assumptions, and being mean.I know I'm not worth much to a lot of people; some days I can accept that and be happy, but other days, I'm reminded of just how little I matter, how useless I am most of the time, and last night, I was back to not wanting to exist anymore. suicidal feelings have been strong again.

What gets me, is when people are so happy to inform you of how little you matter.

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I'm really sorry that you are going through this. Just remember that no matter what people say or do to you in life, you are WORTH IT! The only person who can decide your value is yourself.