posted July 28, 2014 05:47 AM
Okay. Relax.I have gone through the Pluto/Saturn conjunct.I will tell you all about it.
Sometime in 2012, my natal Pluto was conjunct transiting Saturn.
When the aspect was moving towards an exact conjunction,I was going through a lot of psychological pressure; feeling very much confined and stifled psychologically.
At the time, my new boss was just a relentless micro-manager and I could never relax when he was around. And my flat mate was the same.
I found myself disliking authority(Saturn) or being told what to to. It got so bad, I changed departments and moved out of the flat I was sharing.
When the aspect was separating, my new boss was the total opposite.He just didn't care. I also found it better to live alone
Things calmed down a lot in the new department,but I found a new frustration.
I was pushing paper and felt my skills were not being properly utilized. At home, I felt a sense of freedom living by myself.This lasted well into mid 2013- until Saturn conjunct my natal Saturn.
Pluto is all psychologically focused. You go through psychological strains that are supposed to "change" you internally and intrinsically.
Right now, I am going through transiting Mars conjunct natal Pluto: Another psychological effect.
Yesterday I was so very angry I started crying in my sleep.
I have been jobless for months and I just got really frustrated that things are not coming together for me.
I think the pressure is coming from Mars.I just feel very defensive, irritable and offensive right now.The aspect is exact today.