posted July 30, 2014 11:53 AM            

Some of the classic aspects seem to be either Sun conj Neptune or Mars conj Neptune, especially in Air.

posted July 30, 2014 12:48 PM            

"You start to lose yourself in reality when dreams aren't enough anymore. All the hours in the day need to be full of illusion"

"You begin to find such a sound refuge in a complex mind-made world so that you are unconscious in your own consciousness. Lost in the light."

"It's both a magical phenomenon and a detrimental one if you let yourself go too far. You'll be stuck in a limbo of what is and what isn't."

"But there's all this beauty and I can't grasp it with the blink of an eye and I feel so inadequate that I can't inhale it deep within me."

"I'm on a different wavelength in this world. On a distant cloud floating to a distant place in a distant realm of existence."

"I need to be grounded. My head is always spaced out, shooting stars up my nose and getting high to the chilling breeze of night."

"Lost, lost, lost in thought sometimes I contemplate what it means to be real. Sometimes I forget I am human, bounded by duty and obligation."

"Sometimes I forget that I 'am'. I forget that I am an 'I' that needs to be driven and controlled. But how? I need to stop before I sink" (sink into Neptunian waters?)

"These thoughts are suicide of the soul, you are killing yourself without knowing you've killed yourself. And there's a funeral somewhere."

posted July 30, 2014 01:12 PM            

"The world of human relationship means everything to you, and the feelings of others are primary on the scale of your values. Yet you are often caught in a conflict between your need for warmth and closeness with others, and your need for privacy, space and the freedom to pursue your own interests - which often involve abstract concepts quite divorced from human reality. You have great compassion for the problems of others, and may often find yourself playing the role of the good mother or father [...]
[..] There is something elusive and other-worldly about you, and although you respond warmly and sensitively to others and will happily nurture their potentials, you may experience some difficulty in truly committing yourself, because you fear being trapped in a monotony which[...]
Your openheartedness and strong feelings of empathy for others make you a supportive, caring and naturally self-sacrificing personality. You would do anything for those you love, and tend to forgive them almost anything; and however much you are hurt and disappointed, [...]"

posted July 30, 2014 01:13 PM            

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Originally posted by Comatoes:
For my own chart, on the astrodienst free Liz Greene Psychology Try-out report she mentions something to what your're describing

"The world of human relationship means everything to you, and the feelings of others are primary on the scale of your values. Yet you are often caught in a conflict between your need for warmth and closeness with others, and your need for privacy, space and the freedom to pursue your own interests - which often involve abstract concepts quite divorced from human reality. You have great compassion for the problems of others, and may often find yourself playing the role of the good mother or father [...]
[..] There is something elusive and other-worldly about you, and although you respond warmly and sensitively to others and will happily nurture their potentials, you may experience some difficulty in truly committing yourself, because you fear being trapped in a monotony which[...]
Your openheartedness and strong feelings of empathy for others make you a supportive, caring and naturally self-sacrificing personality. You would do anything for those you love, and tend to forgive them almost anything; and however much you are hurt and disappointed, [...]"

I do have many Neptune aspects, no conjunctions though. On the Color Horoscope on astrodienst -- Moon, Mercury, Neptune is my strongest planets. With all this "fragile" crap in my chart, I still have a very strong-will

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posted July 30, 2014 01:24 PM            

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"These thoughts are suicide of the soul, you are killing yourself without knowing you've killed yourself. And there's a funeral somewhere."

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I love this

ETA:

I'm kind of ethereal but still do a pretty decent job of hiding it. In five years, my sun will progress into Pisces while Neptune is transiting conjunct my Pisces moon.

That'll space me out real good.

posted July 30, 2014 03:33 PM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
I love this

ETA:

I'm kind of ethereal but still do a pretty decent job of hiding it. In five years, my sun will progress into Pisces while Neptune is transiting conjunct my Pisces moon.

That'll space me out real good.

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posted July 30, 2014 03:41 PM            

Mars conjunct neptune, exact degree, first house, all sextile sun.

I have these weeks or several days(i should look at the transits next time it happens) when I don't even feel like i"m alive. it is so scary. i don't need to let myself have a blank mind or i'll end up feeling numb and just not here. this often happens when i'm on the street walking home/etc and I have these moments when I'm walking like a machine with an empty mind and i don't even feel my legs moving anymore... they're like moving by themselves, taking me somewhere. (i fixed this problem by getting earphones with me now) - i get numb and legit feel like im not there but in the same time i'm there and i get this discreet feel .. when you're right before to pass out and the world in front of your eyes starts to dim and you're like blacking out. i often lose the notion of I EXIST or I AM. nausea.. motion sickness.. eyes like rolling in the back of your head.. something like that. I'm not present.. i'm the narrator and it's all a movie. I have to focus VERY hard to get back here those times.

Weird thing is that I have played around with this and I can induce myself in such a state if i want to, but its hard if i focus on it, because the thing is that you dont have to focus on anything. i can barely get out of it if it happens too. This out of body feel gets at me randomly and unexpectedly but.. I'm trying to master it somehow, now.

posted July 30, 2014 07:37 PM            

with mars in the first, conj sun and asc, i can go the complete other way. i'm actually really strong and athletic. it surprizes people.

posted July 30, 2014 09:06 PM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
Cool beans!
I'm Moon-Vestan-Uranian myself.

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posted July 31, 2014 03:08 PM            

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Originally posted by ilunatique:
I fit into everything which has been said here.

Mars conjunct neptune, exact degree, first house, all sextile sun.

I have these weeks or several days(i should look at the transits next time it happens) when I don't even feel like i"m alive. it is so scary. i don't need to let myself have a blank mind or i'll end up feeling numb and just not here. this often happens when i'm on the street walking home/etc and I have these moments when I'm walking like a machine with an empty mind and i don't even feel my legs moving anymore... they're like moving by themselves, taking me somewhere. (i fixed this problem by getting earphones with me now) - i get numb and legit feel like im not there but in the same time i'm there and i get this discreet feel .. when you're right before to pass out and the world in front of your eyes starts to dim and you're like blacking out. i often lose the notion of I EXIST or I AM. nausea.. motion sickness.. eyes like rolling in the back of your head.. something like that. I'm not present.. i'm the narrator and it's all a movie. I have to focus VERY hard to get back here those times.

Weird thing is that I have played around with this and I can induce myself in such a state if i want to, but its hard if i focus on it, because the thing is that you dont have to focus on anything. i can barely get out of it if it happens too. This out of body feel gets at me randomly and unexpectedly but.. I'm trying to master it somehow, now.

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scary, what i just wrote before here, because today i started reading my genetic keys thanks to an ordered hologenetic profile for me, and one of my gene has this - out of this world - coding. i'm scared and fascinated in the same time.

posted July 31, 2014 04:49 PM            

My Uranian Pisces boyfriend is like this. He's a big solid guy and a cap ascendant too but he just kinda gives off a very soft sweet vibe. He's got Neptune in the first house, I think he appears more dreamy than he actually is. He's what reminds me to do normal everyday things and that I need to survive. I take care of the random little things.

I always felt like I exist less than other people. Like I'm not as real as they are. I eat less. Dreams seem real, life seems like am dream. I never feel fully awake or aware. I go unnoticed a lot. I tend to slip out of people's lives very easily. Those automatic sinks and paper towel things never work for me lol. I rarely tan or even burn. I feel like the physical world has less of an effect on me than most people. I'm an aqua sun, sometimes I spend so much time in my head, I never get around to doing everyday things I need to do. I like living with other people and having pets because they remind me to keep a schedule.