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From: Your imagination
Registered: Aug 2013

posted July 30, 2014 05:16 PM            

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Mine is also in Leo, I just don't know how to react when I'm not respected, this in either a public comment or sensed rejection. I just hide myself away completely from everything because I cannot face that, I cannot face looking like a loser, I have to have a perfect public image but then reality kicks in and someone trashes my image, or I just wish I had a better reputation. It hurts so much, that I cannot just get positive feedback, that people don't really see me, I feel invisible, or when I am visible its not usually good. I definitely don't feel good enough for the world at this moment, I'm going through harsh Chiron transits. It's really hard to accept the way I am, because I want to be better. I want to help people and I want people to see my efforts, I want to feel in control and powerful (for the good) but its just hard for some reason, I don't know the cause of my pain, I just feel like I can't be who I want to be. I feel completely s*** upon by society, sorry for the rant.

Also my Chiron is opposite Saturn in the 4th just to make things even more lovely for me.

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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010

posted July 30, 2014 07:05 PM            

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This position seems to make a person feel as if he is an outcast in society for some reason like he is not "normal" and fits societies standards. His dad may have really hurt him. For men, it seems to be harder in that they seem to feel like losers in the world.

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