posted August 07, 2014 03:12 AM            

Aquarius sun
Scorpio moon (sun sq moon)
Sun conj. Saturn
Moon sq saturn
Moon 12th house

I really feel nowhere now. Like not in touch with myself. But when it's strike. Again. I feel sick again.

posted August 07, 2014 03:21 AM            

Im a scorp sun
aqua moon
sun square saturn
moon square pluto

You were put on this earth with your birthchart to make something of yourself and with all that saturn you need to feel productive and like your working toward a goal to feel some self worth

posted August 07, 2014 03:35 AM            

I have similar aspects Sun square Saturn, Merc Square Saturn, Moon trine Saturn. What's your ascendant? I'm Aquarius rising.

I also have Moon sq Pluto (Cancer Moon/Scorp Pluto)

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posted August 07, 2014 05:05 AM            

Is there Saturn or Neptune sitting on an angle? I have Saturn transiting an angle right now- its no fun at all.

Saturn tends to contract things and make us feel cramped, restricted and our rewards delayed.

Neptune tends to confuse, exhaust, make us lose direction etc.

posted August 07, 2014 05:06 AM            

I cant understand why. Even my parent cant manage me and my sister to finish our education. I didnt graduated from my high school so does my sister. Due to financial matters.

posted August 07, 2014 05:36 AM            

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Originally posted by smokeybeverly:
Thanks for all the reply guys.. its really meaningful to me..
@scorp-aqua.. its like u can feel. Its sincere i can say.
All that is matter to me most is my family. Which i've lost it (not literally)
My father decided to go away after a struggle with my mom. My mom is a ***** literally. Just like she couldnt stand a life with simplicity. Always change her boyfriend. I dont even have power enough to loathe her. All i worried just my brother and sister for them to grow up in this environment. I dont even care myself for i already judge myself as a broken one.

I cant understand why. Even my parent cant manage me and my sister to finish our education. I didnt graduated from my high school so does my sister. Due to financial matters.

Astrology is just like a tool. Really helpful one, to understand myself

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posted August 07, 2014 11:11 AM            

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Originally posted by smokeybeverly:
I wonder if any of my natal config contain aspect that create depression cause im dealing with it badly. It took me years. Im only 21 yo but i just feel it is unlikely my life will bloom anymore. Like its my quitting time..

Aquarius sun
Scorpio moon (sun sq moon)
Sun conj. Saturn
Moon sq saturn
Moon 12th house

I really feel nowhere now. Like not in touch with myself. But when it's strike. Again. I feel sick again.

Feb 16th 1993 Brebes indonesia

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I'm sorry you're going through this. I empathize because I have had depression, and also insane issues with my family. It's very important to realize that being defeated will get you nowhere. Try to take a little time for yourself these next few days. Meditate. Go out for some nice walks. Try to write down your feelings and what your game plan is. Concrete action and a game plan is what you need, because you are Saturnine. Writing down and figuring out the steps of what you can do to make even little changes in your life, and live for yourself, is important. Like others have suggested, looking for work, perhaps going back to school after you save some money, is essential.

posted August 07, 2014 12:22 PM            

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Originally posted by sweet-scorpion:
I'm sorry you're going through this. I empathize because I have had depression, and also insane issues with my family. It's very important to realize that being defeated will get you nowhere. Try to take a little time for yourself these next few days. Meditate. Go out for some nice walks. Try to write down your feelings and what your game plan is. Concrete action and a game plan is what you need, because you are Saturnine. Writing down and figuring out the steps of what you can do to make even little changes in your life, and live for yourself, is important. Like others have suggested, looking for work, perhaps going back to school after you save some money, is essential.

Right off the bat, I can see where other issues come from. Scorpio Moon is an intense Moon placement and sq. your Sun, it will denote a family that can unravel you and overwhelm you with drama. Sun conj. Saturn will make you feel you have to take on responsibilities that your authorities, particularly your parents, are incapable of. Growth is possible, however...you are a wise and capable person and can apply your powerful sense of responsibility and maturity to a job and creative project. Your family probably won't change, but you have to decide whether they will consume you or not. Sometimes, you have to put yourself first while still offering compassion to other people. Sounds impossible, but it isn't impossible. It's being assertive for your right to live your own life and be happy as you wish to be.

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Wow, took the words right off my mouth. Don't give up..it will take hard work, but I promise it will be worth it in the end

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