posted August 13, 2014 04:49 AM            

Umm. I felt friggin' terrible!
I was extremely sick because I had eaten something I shouldn't have (lactose intolerance - chocolate) and I had also drank alcohol and smoked which only made things worse. I was nauseous and felt like throwing up for a good chunk of the night. I got 0 sleep during the night and was feeling emotionally restless and agitated, going from angry to helpless to tense to exhausted.

It was awful.

posted August 13, 2014 05:15 AM            

And yes, the Full Moon "illuminates" and brings issues to the surface, right into our field of consciousness.

I actually quit smoking the following day and told myself not to ever eat stuff with so much lactose in it. lol

posted August 13, 2014 05:20 AM            

you said the "role of the moon was to.." well, you probably already know this, but the moon has no role, nothing is planned, everything is just reacting and no one knows how things will turn out, some people theorize that when it gets down to the smallest makings of the universe that the universe is truly random, because where electrons disappear and reappear has not been able to be predicted yet, so it may truly be random, which i truly hope so, or else this universe is like a train on a set path, no changing future, inevitability.

posted August 13, 2014 05:45 AM            

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Originally posted by soren:
i know, but she said the "role of the moon" as if god had this moon planned out for her or something. as if in this big thing called life that theres a plan for each of us. thats pretty boring if you ask me. everything is going to happen a certain way. theres no true life to that. true life is having new and unexpected things happen, unknown stuff. i know astrology and transits work, and the universe is seemingly very predictable, which is why i pray that there is some true randomness in it

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Soren,

if you are referring to my comment, you will notice I said:

"I believe the role of the moon...."

And I was specifically referring to how I felt the full moon affected my personal relationship.

This is what I believed this thread to be asking.

It is a simple perception of a situation that coincided with the full moon.

I did not, and would not, profess absolute truth.

posted August 13, 2014 05:49 AM            

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Originally posted by Doux Rêve:
^ Sounds intense.
Glad things are cool for now. Hope it lasts.

And yes, the Full Moon "illuminates" and brings issues to the surface, right into our field of consciousness.

I actually quit smoking the following day and told myself not to ever eat stuff with so much lactose in it. lol

Emotionally it was also pretty revealing. But no real changes on that front yet.

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Well done on quitting!
I am two months quit myself.
I really found it a struggle, hardest habit I have tried to break yet.

Good luck with it.

posted August 13, 2014 05:50 AM            

It appears that we transformed at an emotional level.
Is it enough to sustain the relationship?
That remains to be seen, but we are together for now.[/B][/QUOTE]

Life is not a problem to be solved, it is a journey to be experienced. just go with it

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Soren,

if you are referring to my comment, you will notice I said:

"I believe the role of the moon...."

And I was specifically referring to how I felt the full moon affected my personal relationship.

This is what I believed this thread to be asking.

It is a simple perception of a situation that coincided with the full moon.

I did not, and would not, profess absolute truth.

I apologise if I came across as authoritative.
I am certainly not.
[/B][/QUOTE]

posted August 13, 2014 06:01 AM            

My passion gets the better of me often - I understand.

Incidentally, I don't really have a perception of "god".

I do believe in synchroncity though.
Is it an intentional force? Who knows.
Perhaps a force can be both random and useful.

Realistically, you pretty much nailed it yourself - we attach meaning through our interpretations, and this informs our actions/beliefs.

posted August 13, 2014 06:13 AM            

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Originally posted by Voix_de_la_Mer:
Well done on quitting!
I am two months quit myself.
I really found it a struggle, hardest habit I have tried to break yet.

Good luck with it.

I hope any emotional adjustments lead to positive actions such as those you have already taken.

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Thank you.

I've never been much of a smoker, meaning, I've never smoked crazy amounts of cigs per day. It's the regularity that's hard to break for me. And it IS hard!

Congrats for being clean for two months, Voix. Keep going. I'll try to do the same.

posted August 13, 2014 06:24 AM            

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Originally posted by Doux Rêve:
Thank you.

I've never been much of a smoker, meaning, I've never smoked crazy amounts of cigs per day. It's the regularity that's hard to break for me. And it IS hard!

Congrats for being clean for two months, Voix. Keep going. I'll try to do the same.

And, as a sidenote, I really enjoy your comments on LL.

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Thank you Doux.

posted August 13, 2014 09:06 AM            

Hmm, I have been having a grand time as a matter of fact, well despite some toothache, but we were on a family trip, and it was really nice.
Intense dreams, yes, and maybe I SHOULD feel sad and angry and so on, esp. with Tr Saturn exactly squaring my Moon. But I don´t. I feel very stable emotionally, with a bit of anxiety because of having to return to work next week, and also, I don´t know a feeling of something`s going to happen. A foreboding, but not in a bad way.

I just feel totally at one with myself for now. And while some things are not like I would have liked them to be, I accept things as they are now: There is a constant flow anyway, and I am just going with it.