posted August 25, 2014 04:05 AM
There are some horrible days I had in my life. It was when my Saturn was opposite my Natal Saturn and conjunct my already afflicted Venus, and so my Venus was being destroyed by 2 Saturns. Also, my moon was conjunct Saturn too. That was another kind if pain, but when Saturn came closer to my Venus it was horrible.Recently, the horrible memories are coming back, and those people's faces are reappearing. It happens many times.
Is it because of a transit?
I have Venus square Neptune too and in one article I read that it meant that the past memories of love/relationship/and other Venusian things would haunt me time to time.
I really hate it. Now things have changed. It's not as bad as before. But when someone is nice with me, I don't believe them and remember the bad things that happened. I don't trust anyone anymore.
Transit Chart for right now: