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posted September 01, 2014 03:57 PM            

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I'm an outcast at one of my jobs and I've outgrown/ cut all my old friends off except two. And they aren't even acting like good friends anymore. I feel alone but still strong if that makes sense. I just notice how I'm notninvited and not able to charm people back to their good graces lately. Why? And when is it going to change, because its driving me nuts. I don't like being ignored.

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posted September 01, 2014 04:06 PM            

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I feel the same, except outcast everywhere, also done with men trying to deceive me when its obvious, very hard to get a job (nearly impossible) and charming people isnt easy, confidence is low. I put this down to - Lilith transit 10th, neptune and chiron transit 5th (been in love then heart broken), Saturn transit 2nd, Venus square Saturn in 4th, chiron square sun and moon, mercury and mars. Pluto square jupiter in 12th, I don't think ive ever been more depressed than ever.

Also, neptune is retrograde, so maybe people arn't as "bewitched" by others/things. People see reality abit more clearly? So things are bound to be abit disillusioning.

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posted September 01, 2014 04:20 PM            

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That sounds rough but it makes me appreciate what I do have I guess.

Lilith is transiting your 10th, but what signs are all those in?

And you've felt that way for awhile, haven't you? Do you remember when those transits started?

I just recently noticed (within the past week or so) that nothing I say or do is really grabbing attention, is negative / positive. All I feel is that people don't like me at one of my jobs for whatever reason, and my circle of friends is very sparse. A lot of that is mainly because I got tired of feeding into the same BS and I just stopped talking to them, then I noticed they didn't reach out to me either. I'm so confused because I really really thought someone was going to contact me and I was getting signs all over (including horary just last night) that that was going to happen but it's been months and it hasn't.

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