posted September 07, 2014 05:49 PM            

Natally, I have Mars/Neptune/Moon there. it's a chaotic daily life. I'm struggling to organize, but my emotions are getting in the way. It's so hard...sometimes I feel numb. And because there's no one to talk to, sometimes I just feel like I'm going crazy. These feelings of restlessness, loneliness translate to frustration..sometimes anger..sometimes just tears..tears of helplessness.

posted September 07, 2014 06:25 PM            

Sun opp Pluto
Sun conj Vertex
Moon sq Pluto
Mercury sq Mars
Venus opp Saturn
Jupiter sq Chiron

posted September 07, 2014 06:26 PM            

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Originally posted by freebrainstorms:
Also, no matter where you're living...it's the change of the seasons. That ALWAYS gets to me.

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posted September 07, 2014 09:53 PM            

When it squared my NODES exactly, I felt completely hopeless for a few days. Very suddenly and inexplicably, too.

Mind, it was also forming a Fixed Cross with my nCHIRON.

posted September 07, 2014 10:55 PM            

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Originally posted by soulstress:
I haven't looked at the progression yet. Transit Pluto squares my natal Sun, and soon will conjunct my Moon in Cap in the 6th.

Natally, I have Mars/Neptune/Moon there. it's a chaotic daily life. I'm struggling to organize, but my emotions are getting in the way. It's so hard...sometimes I feel numb. And because there's no one to talk to, sometimes I just feel like I'm going crazy. These feelings of restlessness, loneliness translate to frustration..sometimes anger..sometimes just tears..tears of helplessness.

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posted September 08, 2014 05:39 AM            

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Originally posted by Aubyanne:
Rough tSATURN?

When it squared my NODES exactly, I felt completely hopeless for a few days. Very suddenly and inexplicably, too.

Mind, it was also forming a Fixed Cross with my nCHIRON.

Yeah. That wasn't fun. Extremely insightful and spiritually productive, though.

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Well, no. The only harsh aspect that Saturn make, I forgot to add, is T Saturn square natal Mercury.

posted September 08, 2014 05:46 AM            

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Originally posted by sweet-scorpion:
It's funny...I was actually thinking Pluto too after I wrote my post. I thought Moon-Pluto first. I'm not surprised you have T.Pluto sq. Sun. It's all about facing the inner void, the inner darkness and demons that lurk inside. I have this right now and have had it for several years. It has been extremely trying for me as well and I feel your pain. Having Moon conj. Neptune and Mars conj. Neptune is also difficult. You'll probably have to deal with hypersensitivity and how to tackle your issues to picking up unwanted psychic energy. It's good to imagine a kind of white psychic forcefield around yourself so you don't become overwhelmed by your internal and external environment. Counseling or group therapy is a good way to feel like you're constructively sharing your feelings vs. sinking beneath them.

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So does this mean I'm going to experience this for several years? Take note that T Pluto is approaching my natal Moon as well. this sucks.

Moon is far from my Mars/Neptune as these two are at earlier degrees of Cap. My Moon is at 16, close to my DC.

I'm extremely sensitive, yes, and I'm not responding well to unwanted, intruding energies around me. I am quick to hold back, put a wall, and shut other people out. I have this different ways of showing aggression. I think you can say that I have this passive-aggressive behaviour. :-/

I've found a way to deal with this. I think meditation is going to help. There's a free meditation seminar class around my area and I'm planning to take advantage of it. I hope it helps. I'll take yoga class as well if it works for me.