posted September 14, 2014 10:01 AM
I think your lack of stability could be because your Gemini Ascendant sees the possibility in all things and refuses to tie itself to one.Also with Virgo on the 3rd house cusp, there is mind that is always the perfectionist; wanting things to go in a stringent sequential order and becoming very impatient and self-blaming if they don't.
And yes,the SR Asc also being in Sagittarius doesn't help much.It just makes you even more restless.
The Moon wants a place to "belong".In your case with the Moon in 1st,feeling comfortable(Cancer in 1st) about the way you look may be pivotal.Or it could that feeling comfortable about the direction that your life is going(1st)is necessary.
Moon in Cancer in 1st also craves security and belonging; sees it as a big part of their personality(1st house).So I would focus on things that re-enforce that feeling of "belonging".
The current transit of Uranus/Pluto in Aries/Capricorn may be wreaking their havoc(I suspect).
Pluto in Cap opposition may make you feel very isolated.Any planet in Capricorn tends to re-enforce that feeling of being alone/ feeling alone.Making personal relationships feel very cold,business-like or even restrictive in nature.Coul you be feeling "ugly" or "old" right now?
Uranus in Aries square may have the impact of having you insist on your own personal freedom. Wanting to follow your own initiative and not wanting to have people questioning you.Maybe also wanting to revive your image but not sure how?
Also,your anger level may have increased Maybe you don't want people telling you what to do and are likely to tell them off (Aries)rather than keep it to yourself and sulk(Cancer)