posted September 16, 2014 03:28 PM            

been researching, and websites say that this transit clouds your relationships or your judgement on them. can attract deceiving people or you can be the deceiving one. relationships may end due to lies.

Will saturn conj pluto and saturn trine saturn balance this out?

posted September 18, 2014 01:19 AM            

As far as deceitfulness in relationships, there was definitely that but mostly it was self-created, or self-generated and projected. It wasn't deceit as much as it was self-delusion. I could not stop listening to music at times, which basically led me to daydreaming and fantasizing even more. What ended up happening was that instead on focusing on daily tasks like homework and work, I would lost in some fantasy with the girl I was going to fall in love with. And I fell hard. I later get to find out this person is most likely my twinflame.

It's a long story but the relationship ended up bad. I was almost obsessed with wanting to talk how we felt about each other, but she would just ignore me. One day she just cut me off completely all of a sudden. I wanted to move on after that but I somehow couldn't. Thinking and daydreaming about this relationship somehow seemed more important to me.

posted September 18, 2014 10:15 AM            

My natal chart is water/air dominant, with Venus as my lone Earth sign planet, strongly placed and grounding. When Neptune squared natal Venus it created an addictive wanderlust mentality. Responsibilities were repulsive, I ran from obligation and was free spirited with reckless abandon. Fortunately my grounded Venus somehow interacted with Neptune in return and was able to "babysit" during the transit. It was like having a guardian angel via Venus and a handsome, alluring devil via Neptune on each shoulder. The only time the angel/Venus intervened is if I was on a self-destructive path with long term consequences. So I quit my job, flew to Italy, moved twice, and was bent on a path that could seem destructive with so many disastrous ingredients. Yet I didn't start an addictive drug habit, didn't drink, gamble, get pregnant, or spontaneously marry. It all could have happened. I was attracted to and driven toward the forbidden, mysterious, and shady side of life (and so glad I didn't engage in it).

I was very self deceptive. Very delusional. Relationships, romantically, were not an issue overall. I was easily bewitched and under a magical spell but this was significant in a family relation and not a romantic one. Sadly, four months after the transit, the rose color glasses didn't fit and the pedestal was gone. The end of the transit left me with less money in my pocket, incomplete classes I excelled in, part time work on a resume, and an experience I am absolutely grateful for today.

I had a strong Saturn transit at some point during the Nep/Venus square. Have to look back on it but I think the two transits were compartmentalized. They existed separately and did not balance each other out. I had job opportunities and excellent offers from the Saturn transition, but anytime I was offered something permanent I would change my mind, walk away. Never signed a contract, never committed. Neptune could have watered down the prospects from Saturn. Not sure.