posted September 25, 2014 03:06 PM
I am a pisces ascendant with south node conjunct it, and unfortunately I tend to receive negative influences really easily from some people. It has always been like that since my 1st jupiter return, and I got this ability, or more like a curse, to soak in other people's personality, their way of behaving, their feelings, their self and everything about them.I start feeling like I'm them. It can be anyone. It can be someone I'm scared of or don't like, it can be someone who links with a bad memory.
Today, I saw an old enemy and all the bad memories came back. I feel like my old self again. And I'm feeling horrible.
I want to be the same like 3 hours ago. I don't like this.
I hope the neptunian/pisces people can relate.
I was never able to do anything about this problem. I only had to wait for it to go. Sometimes it would last a whole day or two, on other times for about 2-3 hours minimum.
But this influence feels strong. I think it will last longer. I wish I didn't see her face. She just appeared out of nowhere when I was least concerned with my past, I was thinking about here and now.
If you have a similar problem, do you have any tips/tricks to get rid of the influence faster?
I have a black obsidian stone which is supposed to help, but I never felt like it did anything. I even cleaned and regenerated the stone. I don't think I believe in it.
Please let me know. Thank you. xx
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Mia x