posted October 02, 2014 02:51 AM            

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Sincera sa fiu boala asta m'a schimbat destul de mult. In bine. De la un Capricorn intepat undeva si de la un Saturn inradacinat fix pe IC in taur.. Am devenit stereotipul sagetatorului. Vesela tot timpul, genul nu imi pasa de nimic si totul e perfect. Vara asta a fost cea mai frumoasa experienta, ever. Cel mai important lucru, totusi, a fost faptul ca am mers intr'o tabara de astrologie.. Si ca am fost pe drumuri in fiecare zi. As face asta incontinuu. M'am schimbat foarte mult... Nu vrei sa stii *** eram inainte. Imagineaza'ti totusi ce

posted October 02, 2014 03:00 AM            

Luna, here's my 'psychic two cents'.

Forgive me, but I think you make it harder on yourself than it has to be. Think positively, be honest with yourself, and know we're sending you positive energy.

You're not a lunatic. We all have issues. I'm sorry that you've felt the need to leave this life before your time, and it's causing further issues. A lot of that likely has to do with your SUN conjunct CHIRON.

Hang in there.

posted October 02, 2014 03:19 AM            

I'm sad right now, even if I don't know you personally.
I guess you kind of remind me of my friend who was Virgo Sun/Asc, Taurus Moon, Libra Mercury, Leo Venus and Sag Mars.

I notice that you have some of those placements flip flopped.

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posted October 02, 2014 08:57 AM            

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Originally posted by Vajra:
Ilunatique,

do not underestimate the ability of the human brain and body to regenerate from even the most severe trauma. The following is a true story of a man I've known intimately. As a two year-old, he went through the windshield in a car crash, and suffered near-fatal brain damage as a result. Miraculously he survived this after lengthy stationary treatment in hospital, but retained very bad and long-lasting health problems including massive epileptic seizures, with caused a near-drowning incident as a young child from which he had to be resuscitated. His doctors' prognosis for his development was very bleak, as you can imagine.

However, neither he nor his parents gave up, and after a rather difficult childhood and initial difficulties at school, he not only managed to finish high school, he entered university and finally even took a DEng degree in electrical engineering. He was also accepted for flight training in the armed forces, where he served his full term as an officer, and learned to fly a helicopter. In his case, as a grown up, no traces of his severe brain trauma remained noticeable to outsiders at all. The guy is a Uranian, by the way, with Sun and Venus in Aquarius.

You are still young, your body is not finished growing, and there is a still chance you might heal, at least to some degree, as I hope the above true story illustrates. Positive thinking and will to succeed can help immensely in this process. Please make this your goal from now on and don't succumb to fear and gloom, if you possibly can. I wish you all the best for a full recovery.

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posted October 02, 2014 12:20 PM            

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Cred si eu ca te-ai schimbat - orice experienta ne schimba intr-un fel sau altul.Cu putina intelepciune - schimbarea poate fi una pozitiva, dupa *** zice si vorba: tot raul spre bine. *** erai inainte - conteaza mai putin - doar traim la timpul prezent (mereu). In alta ordine de idei - singurul lucru ce ma surprinde la tine - e varsta, in rest - umbland prin viata - am vazut si am auzit destule... Desi mai stiu cateva cazuri similare - la 15 ani esti inca un copil (nu o lua in nume de rau - sa fii copil e un lucru frumos - daca nu intelegi asta acum, o sa intelegi mai tarziu) - si inca mai poti lupta pentu copilarie. Eu sunt dovada vie ca - poti avea o copilarie fericita - chiar daca cartile-s impotriva ta - dar trebuie sa vrei asta. Si aici e problema (sa zic asa) - multi tineri vor sa creasca - mizand pe un viitor unde totul o sa fie mai bine. Si, da - e posibil sa li se adevereasca unele asteptari - doar ca, toate lucrurile se fac mai bine la timpul lor. Dar... chiar si asa... conteaza si cine esti in interior (individualitatea ta). Tu (la fel ca restul), prin felul tau de a fi - percepi lumea diferit. In consecinta - ar fi recomandat sa-ti croisesti un drum in viata - care se onduleaza dupa lumea ta (ce te face pe tine fericita). It's not the same for everybody - each and everyone of us - has our own path - our own understanding of happiness. Same as it goes with our humor or the things that make us cry (so to speak). ^^

Apropo, ca tot ti-a captat moartea atentia - chart-ul tau natal indica altceva. Casa 8 iti pica in Virgo, iar planeta dominanta (un indiciu legat de felul *** se manifesta) - iti pica in casa 10 (casa carierei - printre altele). Asta nu inseamna ca odata ce ai intrat intr-o cariera - o sa bata moartea la usa. Si asta pentu ca - Moarta si "Renasterea" merg mana in mana - deci odata ce intri intr-o o cariera - o sa-ti vina usor sa o iei de la capat (a rebirth).

Ca tot esti romanca, m-am gandit - ca poate ar fi mai bine sa vorbesc in romana - desi, am ajuns sa gandesc in engleza la cat de putin folosesc limba natala la timpul prezent. Dar - *** stii si engleza, poate ar fi mai bine (si mai corect fata de ceilati) - sa-mi exprim punctul de vedere in engleza. :)

Indeed, there are moments in our life - when the weight of our personal struggle can be more than we can handle. At those times (which fortunately, are quite rare - you don't have to deal with the death of a close one or get struck by a heavy disease every day - or even every month for that matter) - an allowing group - where we can unload that weight - even by talking about it, can be quite helpful - since the support of that group - can strengthen or will to go on. That's why group therapy can be better than a private session: cause accepting a personal situation in front of a group who can show understanding - implies a form of release, a liberation from what was once your own personal burden. You're still carrying it - but it feels lither afterwards, doesn't feel like you're carrying it alone anymore. The opposite can happen - if you express your struggle in front of people who can't show understanding (they're either not capable, to burdened by their own struggle or in a different vibration) - as the burden becomes heavier. Be careful though... cause - there's also a danger with this type of "unloading" - if you turn it into a habit. It makes you weaker - and also a burden to others.

Here's an analogy that might help you understand better: Let's say you have to move into a new place - so you ask for the help of some friends to help with the moving and carrying of all your stuff. Since - it's more than you can handle on your own. In same context every-time you go to the mall or have something to carry - you call for you friends to carry your stuff - cause hey, life feels much easier like that. Thus, with time passing - your body gets weaker and your friends get tired of this unhealthy habit - which to feels like an abuse of their generosity (and you like a burden).

Anyway - this extra info might not the best food for your thoughts right now - so you can chew it latter - if you feel like it. Good luck - and don't worry to much. Try to stay positive - cause that's what helps with any kind of diseases. As Vraja put it.