posted October 06, 2014 11:09 AM            

So nine years ago I reluctantly had a psychic reading done. My friend advised me to get one done for some clarity regarding what I wanted to do with my life and career. I guess you could say I was depressed and lost and felt like I had no options regarding this area of my life. I also had always been under the influence of what my parents wanted and never did whatever I wanted to do.. I felt extremely powerless and like I was drifting through life..

What I got was a relationship reading which I tried to stop the psychic from giving me coz the things she said seemed so ludicrous...
I was 19 at the time, she told me I'd meet two men. The first man she said I would meet just before I turned 25, with his name starting with D, and he would change my life forever. From the way I think and my entire being and the course of my destiny. She told me he'd hurt me, but that I shouldn't worry (she said I worried a lot which is true) ...coz someone else (SM) was going to come my way..and I'd recognize him as he'd have the mark of the Capricorn (no idea what she meant by that). She said stuff about him becoming successful in his career as a result of our relationship and financially I shouldn't worry so much... He would take care of me so money was not going to be issue and I should just be happy doing whatever because my style of working is not going to be "hard". (I grew up with the belief that life is Hard).. She said that I should only work and prepare myself to meet HIM. I just laughed at her for sounding stupid.

Anyway for years I totally forgot about all this stuff she told me, her words never crossed my mind, even after I met the D man two months before I turned 25. Total déjà vu when we met, like we knew each other our whole lives. I became very spiritually in tune...he changed my life and I started believing more in God. I stayed wth him for two years in a very rocky relationshipbut during this time with him I also discovered the power my thoughts had over me (based on a lot of conditioning) and did what I could to reverse the negative thought patterns that ruled me before. I looked into how energy affected people (astrologically and spiritually) whereas these things never interested me before! I guess that's the effect a karmic soulmate has, he reflects back every insecurity and flaw and makes you do the work..

Anyways it took me a long time to get over that after it ended pretty nastily...I went into one of the most upsetting phases of my life after losing him. To get over the pain, I travelled the world against my parents wishes, threw myself into starting three businesses, as well as numerous short term relationships (lol) which were ultimately unsatisfying. When I had enough of this, I spent time alone in Ubud, Bali reflecting by the poolside about what I wanted in a partner. Meditating, and I actually visualized myself getting married one day (or at least finding real love) lol. I sketched a picture of the two of us together down to the fine detail.

Two months later, my old friend asked me last minute to come to his party. And there I met HIM, my friend's new housemate. There was no denying it was him, I just knew over time. From the moment we met it was just easy but I could never tell why. Also the tattoo of the cappy goat gave it away. Also he looks exactly like how I sketched him scarily enough...! It feels right and balanced finally, and that we are growing together in someway, toward the same goals, that our relationship is fated. Well I get that feeling..it's been less than a year we've been getting to know each other.

I am amazed by what we still don't know about our own minds' ability and power..as I didn't bring these things in my life about inadvertently at first..but what this lady (my oracle lol) told me has seriously spun me out! I guess there are many things we will never know!

Here are the angles and planets for me and the second guy. I've just included the more well known ones here.
I know plenty of oppositions, and conjunctions, but I think this feels like a balanced mutual feeling between both sides. Willing to put in the work.

Me (Him)
Sun: Gem (Cap)
Moon: Gem (Sag)
Mercury: Can (Cap)
Venus: Tau (Cap)
Mars: Can (Sco)
Jupiter: Aqu (Aqu)
Saturn: Sco (Sag)
Neptune: Cap (Cap)
Pluto: Sco (Sco)

Asc: Cap (Ari)
Dsc: Can (Lib)
MC: Lib (Cap)
IC: Ari (Can)

Eros: Gem (Sag)
Psyche: Tau (Gem)