posted October 15, 2014 04:36 PM
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Originally posted by Lonake:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by Ceridwen:
[b] squares my natal Saturn on 16 Cancer (did I mention I fight that change, biting, kickingly?)
Girl, no! Uranus sq your Saturn is when you have to -go with it- let it take over and let go. This is change you've secretly been gunning for.
Plus it's only gotten to 16'30, so it's yet to do the back and forth retro action on your Saturn, but the sq to pSaturn is valid ..you've been getting previews so you already know."pr Moon on the verge of changing signs, into Leo."
...nice! But which house? pMoon sq Uranus, floodgates are set to open...that's a lot of expression, something you've held onto/unsaid/unexpressed...Uranus in 11th hit by eclipse, makes sense.[/B][/QUOTE]
You are SO right about that!
I`ve been fighting dizzy spells for the last 3 weeks, well last 2 days it was better, but now it is back. Oh damn it!
I KNOW it is psychological. Tr Uranus has that tendency to do that.
Anyway in this instance well, pr Moon on the last minutes of Cancer. Moon and Saturn being the rulers of my progressed ASC and DESC, ruling 2nd and 8th huose nataly, where they are placed as well.
pr Moon currently is and will still be for a while in my natal 8th house, and pr 7th house.
Uranus on the 11th house cusp natally. Yes, it is ALL about the fixed cross, and well, Uranus of course opposes 5th house cusp as well.
I KNOW I canīt fight it and need to go with the flow, see where Uranus is taking me to, but the dizzy spells currently seem to show that my insides is fighting it still.
It`s also that losing weight has the effect of bringing up old issues I had when I was stopping by at this weight, and it seems that this particular stop on the way down reflects upon something rather nasty that I have no conscious recollection of.
The other thing is, is that it feels like everything is changing, and the wheel of change does not quite ask if I feel ready for the change.
I AM ready, I KNOW that. Rationally, but emotionally?
You might have hit upon something, about things having been left unsaid that SHOULD have been, that NEEDED to be said.
Well Uranus ruling my 3rd house natally, yeah, I suppose so.
Been thinking about my upcoming fullmoon in the progressions, which will happen just a month after the lunar ecclipse.
my progressed fullmoon will be exact on 3rd may 2015, on 7°03 Leo-Aquarius. Moon in Leo -Sun in Aquarius.
7th house in the progressed chart, 8th house in natal.
It just struck me how CLOSE it is aligned with my natal ASC-DESC-axis, even though just through soft aspects, sextile / trine my DESC on 7°06 Gemini.
At that time pMars will also just having come into 2 degree orb of conjunct natal Venus.
Might not be interconnected, but having a Sun-Moon-progression and Mars-Venus-progression at the SAME time, call me superstitious, but it seems significant.
oh and the progressed chartruler SAturn will be applying to a conjunction with the pr DESC (2°07), with the pr DESC being trine natal chartruler Jupiter (0°25s).
pr Juno on the last minutes to perfect a conjunction with natal IC (0°14 a), which puts her into square with my pMars-nVenus-conjunction.
Tr Uranus being one degree separating from the squrae to nSaturn
Tr NN applying to exact conjunction with nPluto
and in the months following my pr Fullmoon
tertiary Moon will be conjunct my natal ASC, opposing tertiary Sun and tp Venus, conjunct my natal Sun and Venus and conclude with a conjunction to tp DESC in september 2015.
Plus the tp ASC will change into Leo and in february 2016, the tp chart will have:
- tpMoon conjunct tpMC exact (2 degrees off my natal IC) and opposing Pluto
- tpASC conjunct tpSaturn on 1 Leo exact, squaring natal Uranus exact (and Saturn being the traditional ruler of the Aquarius-DESC)
- and tpSun conjunct tpVenus on 29 Gemini exact
Well actually the precise conjunction of tp Venus and tp Sun is happening on 11th december 2015 on 26°58 Gemini, which gives me MAJOR goosebumps to see these degrees!
However at that time tpASC will still be on the last degree of Cancer though already conjunct Saturn.
the tpMoon will be exactly conjunct my natal chartruler Jupiter (0°20a) after just having squared the natal nodal axis (0°43s).
and the tpMC will be conjunct natal IC (0°09a)
in february 2016 then tp Mercury will have started to conjunct natal DESC, with MErcury being the dispositor of the Sun-Venus-conjunction as well as natal DESC-ruler.
By that time the pr Moon will have separated from the opposition to pr Sun, but by then it will be exactly opposite natal Moon (combination of ruler of 7th and 8th house).
These charts for the timeframe 2015-2016 approximately, seem to scream: it is time.
I just wonder: time for what?
Feels like I am staring at a big glaring yelling flashing neon sign, and it is clear that it cries for attention. I just can`t read the writing on the wall, so to speak.
Or maybe I can, but it doesn`t seem very likely. lol