posted November 14, 2014 09:38 PM
There's a situation here on LL that's turned into a very big deal and I'd like to just say a few things. (Don't worry 
) As everyone will see... I'm a very honest person. Firstly, I'd like to apologize for some of the things that I said. I tend to blame my mercury/mars conjunction, and maybe that's it and maybe not. Maybe it's just me. Either way, it's a battle for me sometimes not to say ridiculous things. I did say some ridiculous things. So for that, I apologize.
However, I will not apologize for how I felt, as I feel the same today as I did before. Expressing those feelings went a little crazy, but I still feel them. It's not something that I will ever let go of unless my point of view is seen and my words understood.
Another point, there's no need to duck and dodge and all that. The subject that the "fight" surrounded, WILL continue to be a forever spot that will provoke in me, a hasty, nasty engagement of you, but I'm sure not for reasons that you think. That's where we differ so much. If we could just see why the other is upset. Progress might be made, but we can't even manage to understand why the other is upset, exactly. But I suppose, my whole point is just to say, don't worry. I'm not going to run around snapping at you at every turn and all that. Don't worry about privacy, which, btw, I mean anyone who's not even a member of LL can find things via a Google Search. Just giving some awareness there, not trying to be a smart@ss.
Lastly, no one ELSE need to somehow feel caught in the middle. That's a BIG thing that prompted me to do this as well. I don't want ANYONE to think, "Oh I'm close to so-and-so, so I better stay away from that other person." -none of that. We're all individuals and I can be adult enough to know where I have the problem and where I don't. If you've continually treated me well, and still treat me well, we're good. I hope everyone can be this way.
Oh, I guess this is lastly.
There's no need to respond to this. I mean anyone. I didn't write this to get a bunch of replies, change views of me, or anything of that nature. It's the only way I have of communication. It was such that I wasn't sure if indirect "clues" would be good enough. It had to be said, it had to be put out there, directly.
So just.... relax. We don't have to like each other. It doesn't have to be a big party in here. But we can all at least feel safe and comfortable, hopefully. That's the whole point of this.
Like when people are at a party but don't like each other. They mingle with all the same people, everyone has a good time, but they just don't mingle and socialize with each other.
Just be, make friends, and have fun!
It's all good.
Again I'll repeat, I'm not looking for a response. I'd almost prefer that you didn't, though you can. I'll know that you saw this and in the coming days or so, I'll know if it impacted you.
And this is exactly how I feel, if you want to know the truth.
And sorry to Randall if this is in the wrong place!
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posted November 14, 2014 09:38 PM
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